the past made me who i am now

BACKGROUND //

Heegi doesn't really remember her childhood. she event doesn't remember her mother well. it's not because her mother is bad person it's just something make her trauma. her mother was murdered when she was 8. she didn't remember anything except her mother was screaming ask her to run away. it's the last memory of her mother. she believes that her mother was a caring person and really love her but unfortunately she can't remember about her mother's love.

after tragic dead of her mother, she just lived with her father and her two brothers. they moved from seoul to hongkong. her father accepted a new job as a master of material arts for stuntmen's agency in hongkong, he really good at fighting. oneday, heegi came to see her father's work and began interested with fighting. she asked her father to teach her how to fight, after that she never absent to practice with all stuntmen. heegi become a good fighter, even she was better than her brothers.

they lived normaly in hongkong, her school was really fine even she had no friend. it's not she didn't want a friend, just because she still learning their language. but in the end even she already understand their language, she still did't talk much. she also didn't talk much with her father, even when they practiced material arts. she just talked about herself with her oldest brother, he was caring and kind to her. different with her second brother, he always treat her like a boy and like there was no tomorrow. but she knew that her brothers love her whatever the methods they did to express their feeling.

at 18 years old, she overheard her father talking with someone about her mother death. she understood something that she should never understand. she was not her parents's real daughter, The entire family of her father's boss was murdered and the only survivor is her. her father thought the murderer of his wife was the same person with someone who murdered heegi's biologic family. that's why he brought heegi and his family moved to hongkong to delete the trace of her whereabouts.

she made up her mind to find the murderer of her foster mother and her entire family, she couldn't forgive whoever that made her life miserable. she began search information about it but nothing found so she decided to back to seoul, she thought it would be help. she told her family about her idea to go back, at the first her father was object her but with help with her brothers she allowed to go back but not alone. finally she went back with her brothers.

her oldest brother was a docter, back in hongkong he was a medical student. he had 8 years different from heegi. her second brother was a producer in tv station, he was a journalist back then. after arrived in seoul, the first thing that her brothers asked is, what would she do? would she continue her study in university or just searched a job? her brothers didn't know the truth about her yet and she didn't want to tell them too since it could be dangerous. she decided to apply as a police in police institution. it doesn't surprised her brother so much since heegi love fight and police is the only option for her to show off her talent. she studied in police institution to obtain information about her mother death, it's not easy since she just a student not a real police.

she ever tried to sneak out to information source's departement but she caught by someone. she thought she would be dismissed from the school but the one who caught her is not police, he was a profiler that taught how to analyze criminal at today guest class. he was interested in heegi and asked her that she wanted to work with him or not. he said, heegi's talent will be a waste if she became a police. he give her a name card, he was working in ooyu, it's a large company that provide great spies to stop the crime without police.

"If you want to learn how to obtain information and know the truth come to our company and become one of us" that man said to her. she was hesitate at first but finally, she chose to drop out from police instuitution and join the company. she didn't told her family about that since become a spies should be a secret from anyone including the family. it's the code to all spies in the world in order to make their family safe.

after 3 years joined them, she knew something. her mother's murderer is the person from kapae, her company's rival, little did she know that the murderer is one of teacher at that company. she murderer heegi's family because he doesn't want to go to jail. heegi's real father is a profiler, he found out about cold case that should be suicide actually a murder case. kapae has a criminal inside but they doesn't know, it make heegi sick. when kapae declare the war to her company, and her company decided to send an undercover to take them down heegi won't miss the oppertunity to meet her enemy and join the operation.

PERSONALITY // 

positive - responsible, observant, brave, quick thinker, good listener
negative - silent-type, sometimes can be stubborn,  such a negative-thinker, hard to approach

ELABORATION //

because her past and her trauma, she become quiet person. she never talk about how she feel, what she think, and what she want. she always accept everything that given to her. sometimes it make her father worried, he worried that her daughter doesn't have any soul left because the incident. she doesn't live her life normally. doesn't have any friends, never go to date, never talk about her life. but fortunatelly, she has good relationship with her brothers and they are the one who make her alive. sometimes her brother will send her to a blind date or ask her to go to shopping with them. for heegi it's enough, she doesn't need anyone beside her family. she has really bad habit to think negatively in every occassion, it make her not easy to trust people around her and that's the main reason she doesn't have any friend. people will think that impossible to make a friend with someone that doesn't want to be approached

even she is a silent-type, she quite obsevant with her surrounding, it make her has a great sense. she will know something without everyone tell her, it make her known as a psychic. actually she doesn't have that ability, it happen because she doesn't like to talk, she just listen to everyone talk when someone talk to her, she will observe them in detail. that's why she can sense their purpose while talking to her.

she is really brave, she doesn't affraid of dying. she will do everything and anything if that can be useful. if she already decide something she will stubborn with her choice whatever it takes she will do it. even like that she is really responsible with her action.

she isn't like open book, she is a close book. it's hard to know what she really think if they don't ask her personaly. she can't express her emotion well, she is really expressionless. everyone can't understand her expression when sad, angry or worried. at least she can smile and laugh even just a bit... it make her more human. like her father said, she was like a body without a soul. it make the girls worry.

actually she did express it, when she sad she will cry but she will cry alone. when she happy she will smile but when someone doesn't look at her. when she worry she will ask, but sometimes they didin't notice it. WHEN SHE ANGRY SHE WILL QUIET ALL THE TIME, SHE WON'T TALK AND WILL BE HARD TO FIND HER BECAUSE SHE NEED SPACE FOR HERSELF WHEN SHE IS IN BAD MOOD. heegi really good to hide her feeling.

actually it's easy to read her if you want to spend your time to look carefully toward her. that's what worry wart do to her, that's why they become really close and can communicate well.

TRIVIAS // 

Like 

1. something sweet, sweets make her calmer and make her easy to think
2. reading book or novel especially about crime, she is in love with her job.
3. enjoying the scenery, she loves outdoor activity so she can smell nice air and feel the wind
4. coffee, she can't live without a glass of coffee.
5. spicy food is the best

dislike

1. romance, she never fall in love before because she hate cheesy thing. sometimes her brothers questioning her uality but she said clearly she love a man but a man with no cheesy blood inside him.
2. loud, she hate loud place it makes her couldn't think straight. she couldn't consentrate well, she hate to be useless if she couldn't think she will be useless since it's the only thing she good at.
3. dog, she hates dog because she ever got bitten by one.
4. rain, she doesn't like to be lonely and moody. rain make her feel really emotinal and lonely.

habit

1. she usually listening to music before sleep. she couldn't sleep if it's too quite, at least she can hear someone talk it make her feel in peace before sleep.
2. she bit her lips whenever she feels nervouse, and twirl her hair whenever feel bored.
3. she always keep her head down when thinking

trivia

1. she has horizontal scar in her back because fighting with her schoolmate. she was fighting with a girl because that girl's crush like heegi, she hit her with wood. she hit heegi for many times until that wood crushed and the wood chips cut heegi's back.
2. she has two piercing in her left ears.

meet the people in my life

family // 

// father | han jung gi | 57 | a master of material arts for stunment | heegi doesn't talk much with him but she know her father really concern about her. even he doesn't talk much to her either, he shows her caring to her secretly. he always give her much attention even though she isnt her real father.

// oldest brother | Han Jungsoo | 29 | Doctor | he is a silent-type too like heegi, but they can communicate well. jungsoo is kind and warm-hearted person, she will be the first one to run to her whenever she got trouble. and she will call him first if she needs help. jungsoo know what heegi want well, he spend his time to observe his siter and learn how her behaviour that's why he know her best

//second brother | han hyukjae | 26 | producer | hyukjae different from his brother, he really loud and can't stay still. he also a playboy, he has good connection and really easy-going person. he loves to tease heegi, it's his way to care about his sister. he is the one that keeping heegi alive (like a real human). he is the best at joking around, he never fail to make heegi laugh. he also the one that make heegi come to blind date, even no one success to be her boyfriend at least she knows something about love all thanks to hyukjae. 

friends // 

// Close friend | the worry wart | - | spy | the worry wart is the observant in their group, she really detailed at everything and has keen sense. because she spend her time to observe everything, she know heegi well. they have similarity on observing that's why they can communicate well. heegi have abad side hard to trust people, but she know she can trust the worry wart. not mean she couldn't trust the other girls, just she get heegi trust first time. worry wart get worried easily and went dramaticaly sometimes, the one who can make her calmer is heegi. heegi always there to accompany her if she feeling down. heegi is good listener so she will listen to her well.
// friend |her spies group |spy | they are the first friends that heegi have. heegi can relly on them, trust them, and sharing some matters with them. even heegi couldn't comunicate well with them, they still treat her as friend that make heegi treasure them so much. even heegi doesn't talk much, she really care to them and they also care with her.
 

going undercover in kapae.co

1. why did you want to be a spy?

I want to make a justice. police now, is easily get bribed they even can make a killer walk leisurely in the society. i just can't believe it... they should get their punishment!

*heegi lying, she didn't tell the main reason and just hope her lying can be believed*

2. how do you feel about kapae co.?

I feel useful. it's a large company, they provide good spies too. i think this place is suitable for me to be useful. i can help many people with join to be a spy here.

3. what is your best and worst skill?

I am good in fighting, especially in close combat. i have good sense too, quick in taking an action. the worst thing is I am not good measuring distance, so gun esp the long gun doesn't suitable for me

*again heegi's lying. She screamed in her head 'actually it's hard for me being in a circle life. i am not good express my self and always mess up if it come to obtain information. it's the worst thing for the spy, i shouldn't be a spy if i can't obtain the information right? but i will repay it with my loyality... i will do anything to take your company down believe me i can make it come true'*

4. how is your relationship with the girls? do you have anyone you particularly dislike or is not close to? if so, why?

i am not an open book, i rarely talk to them but that's not mean i have bad relationship to them. even i am not talking well, they always asking me so i can answer their question that's how we communicated. but from all of them i quite close with the worry wart. she always look after me since she observe surrounding in detail really well, she knows how i feel and we can communicated well.

5. you will be trained by agent kim taehyung how do you feel about that?

uh... i don't how to express it. it's new experience for me meeting a boy except my brothers and become close with him. agent kim taehyung treat me really well, he teaches me well too, i just hope everything will going well. 

he's the man of my dreams

love interest's faceclaim // Kim Taehyung

LOVE INTEREST'S back-up FACECLAIM // Park Jimin

PERSONALITY // 
Taehyung is really active and talkative person. he never stop talking and always doing something weird. that make him become really funny person. even he has 4d character, somehow he is really charismatic. he is caring guy, he will think about someone else before himself. taehyung has rectangle smile, it make him looks lovely. taehyung also good fighter like heegi, they always practice how to fight together. sometimes it can be a place where taehyung does a skinship with her. like hugging her from behind while dodging her hit.

he is 360 degree different with heegi, he is an easy-going person who everyone will like. the bad side of taehyung is, he doesn't know how treat people differently. it make people confuse about his feeling. he cares to much about people and make them think he has interest on them. taehyung could't read situation well, so sometimes he act wrong. taehyung can't be romantic person because his childish side. sometime people annoyed with his child-like act too including heegi.

history // 
they meet when kapae annouce the new trainee, but heegi doesn't notice him. heegi start to notice him after they meet in practice room when heegi informed that taehyung is her trainer. they start to talking, well heegi her self doesn't talk too much it makes taehyung sometimes push himself hard to make her talk with him. it doesn't easy for taehyung to approach her, because she really hide herself well. but it make taehyung eager to know her more and more. 

tahyung notice that heegi really close with the worry wart, he asks the tips to approach her. after get the tips taehyung began more and more care with her. he always observe her well in silent, when heegi noticing taehyung's stare she will ask him really cold. like "what are you staring?" "There's something on my face?" or "What?" but taehyung find it cute. her "what" question is something he really want to hear.

taehyung isn't romatic, but he is really cheesy. heegi can't tolerate that side of him. but that make her nag to him so much until the girls amazed. taehyung is the only one who can make her talk much. they doesn't have any relationship progress yet because heegi doesn't care much about taehyung action and taehyung never look at heegi as a women. he see her more like something he curious about or a patient that he want to heal.

relationship // 
oneday, heegi crying a lot after meeting with the killer. he talk about her late foster mother and biologic family. he said how he really enjoy killing them. it's the first time heegi couldn't hold her anger and hit him. but everyone doesn't know her story, it make her found guilty because hitting a teacher. she can't hold her emotion anymore and start to cry, taehyung see everything. he heard the killer talk to her too. it make him has more sympaty to her. after knowing the worst past, taehyung start to learn about heegi more. about her family, her feeling, her condidtion and situation and it makes taehyung can't leave her.

taehyung feel really protective to her. at first, she really annoying at taehyung act. she doesn't want to be pitied, she can handle everything her self but taehyung tell her that human need another human, that's how the world's work. heegi finally open up to taehyung even just a bit, and taehyung he always the open book. if heegi want to spen her time to read him she will see everything. 

taehyung slowly heal her wound, but again he doesn't think heegi as a woman while heegi start to see taehyung as a man. heegi know something doesn't work between them so she just forget about having romance with taehyung. until one day taehyung really jealous when heegi close to another guy beside him. he doesn't like it, he hate it. he doesn't like how heegi smile and laugh happily in front of another man. taehyung show her jealousy, because he is an open book everyone know that he is jealous. after showing it, heegi become confuse with his feeling and confront him. she asks that he really like her or not? what kind of like? like as friend? as a patient? or as a woman? taehyung his self doesn't know what kind of like he has until suddenly he kiss her. he find out how his heart beating so fast after the kiss, and he knew... he knew he like her more than a friend.

trivias // 

1. at the first their relationship just someone who curious about another one, after that it become a friend who want to heal friend's wound, and the last it become romance.
2. taehyung always talk to her even she doesn't answer back, he keep talking and questioning her until she answer it. it the first thing that taehyung do when he has someone stoic under him.
3. heegi always ignore taehyung's act, everything that he did heegi never care until taehyung begin so cheesy around her. he always do something that make her cringe, it's the action that make heegi nag a lot to him
4. they doesn't have too much skinship. becausse heegi hard to approach, he just talking to her from a distance. the only skinship they have just when they start to practice combat. it's the place where taehyung can touch her much like this (1) (2) (3) (4)
5. when they are practicing their combat, taehyung sometimes do a teasing move like poking her cheeks or her shoulder.
6. after knowing the story of heegi, taehyung never lose her attention to her. he will add an extra eye to watch her.
7. heegi start to melt after recieving so much attention from taehyung. it's the first time boy outside her family care so much about her.