WHY? WHY YOU ASK?
well, today was a completely normal, fine boring day. I was updating le fanfiction when I saw i got a MESSAJI~ on youtube. so i click on it, and it was from Avance! dundun. which i auditioned  for a while ago, incase you didn't know. anyway, i was really scared and excited cause i thought i failed it horribly. and then... IT SAID 'I AM PLEASED TO INFORM YOU' and i was like jumping around. after reading all of it, turns out I got sponsored by avance to go to some korean training camp thing in europe/america. and i was full happy like wootwootwoot yayers! and then i realised it was in europe/america and i live in australia. ._. 
and then I was like nooo nooo omg ma lyfeeee. it's going to pay for some tuition thing so it's okay-ish. if its just for a short period of time maybe i can go, but its like freaking overseas and its such a big opportunity and im like crying le crying.

ON THE BRIGHT SIDE, I'M HAPPY I AT LEAST MADE IT THAT FAR. but le creeeeys