Going nowhere
ive never been good in making blogs
ive never been good in making friends (either online/in real life)
ive never been quite good in anything and i feel such a failure sometimes
ive never receive the gratitude hence i never felt the surge of confidence in me
ive never felt accepted anywhere i go (sometimes i feel that with my own family)
i thought i went through the puberty era already but the horrible feeling of not being accepted is coming back to me
i thought that i would pass through this phase quickly but i think its coming back
ive been thinking a lot these past few days
when other people have problems, i thought it was a good idea to interfere (because heck they are my friends) and finish the problem quickly but they see me as someone who doesnt know their boundaries and i just wanted everything to be solved (i hate problems)
i think im not being appreciated (is that so wrong?)
sometimes i just apologize for no reason at all because i think its my second nature
i hope everything will get better soon
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