Personal
I finally have the internet back so to celebrate i guess, i decided to answer some questions about myself (i used the same questions that my friend Sam used on one of her blogs not to long ago) so i hope whoever cares about reading this enjoys learning more about me~

1-How are you?
To be completely honest, i just finished crying my eyes out not to long ago so yeah, i'm definitely not feeling good.

2-Post a picture of yourself.
I'm not a big fan of my appearance so sharing a pic of meself isn't the best thing

3-Do you ever wish you were someone else?
No, I'm content with just being myself bc God made me the way i am for a reason

4-What is your entire name?
I will only put my first and middle name, Peyton Arlene

5-How old are you?
15 yrs old

6-Age you get mistaken for:

Forsome reason people always mistake me for being the same age as my sister (who is 18) i don't know why

7-Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality:
I am a Scorpio, and yes i think it suits me

8-What did you do on your last birthday?
Since it was on a Sunday, i went to church and i was really happy bc everyone was so nice (as always) and wished me happy birthday

9-What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday?
I rly want my eldest sister to get saved and go to church with us, this is my biggest wish (i would like for my friend and her family to come also) So far all of my efforts haven't seemed to have worked, but i will never give up bc this is most important goal rn and yeah

10-What is your hair color?
My natural hair color is dirty blonde but i have recently dyed it red

11-Have you ever dyed your hair?
Yes

12-What is your eye color?
Blue~

13-If you could change your eye color, would you?
I honestly like my eye color so i would never want any other

14-Do you wear contacts/glasses?
Yup, I'm practically blind without them

15-Your opinion about your body and how confortable you are with it:
I have never been too comfortable with my body because I'm so full of scars due to the fact that i could never stop picking at my acne so i like to cover it up

16-Have you ever considered plastic surgery? What would you alter about your body?
I always wanted to get plastic surgery because my nose is rly big and crooked and my jawline is nowhere near structered no matter how skinny i get but now i know that i won't ever do it now bc i don't want to change anything about myself anymore

17-Say 8 facts about your body:
1. I am five foot five
2. puberty forgot about my s but my definitely makes up for it
3.my hips don't lie
4.my back and neck have plently of scars
5.large scar on my left eye
6.chopped my hair off to my chin
7.slight chin
8.tiny lips that naturally form a frown (a reason as to why people always think I'm upset)

18-Do you have any tattoos?
No

19-Do you have any piercings?
On my ears

20-Left or right handed?
Right handed

21-What’s your ual orientation?
Straight

22-Do you drink?
Never will

23-Do you smoke?
Never will either

24-Do you have any pets?
I have a cat named Luna

25-Where do you work?
I don't have a job

26-Something you are working on right now:
I am working on getting a good relationship with the Lord

27-Do you have any “rules” about food?
Sometimes i skip meals bc i am afraid of gaining weight

28-Where are from? (I accidentally deleted this question so i put what i thought it said)

Illinois

29-What would you say is your best quality?

Ha, nothing. I guess my eyes because other people seem to love them

30-What do you think you’re really good at?
I don't rly think i have ever thought i was really talented or something bc there are always people who are way better at something than me but i rly like to draw

31-What do you think you’re really bad at?
Talking to people, i have rly bad anxiety

32-What talent do you wish you’d been born with?
The ability to bring others to Christ like my Pastors

33-Are you a bad person?
I surr hope not

34-Are you nice to everyone?

I try to be

35-Say 3 facts about your personality:
1. I am very quiet unless you know me very well
2. I am told that i am very funny
3. I am very uncompetitive

36-Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
Yes

37-What is your ideal bed? Why?
A very, very comfortable one bc my bed is practically springs and thin fabric

38-Do wake up cranky?
Yes, very often bc i don't want to get up

39-Do you sleep with a stuffed toy?
Nope

40-What do you think about the most?

I often think about if i am disappointing God or making him happy idk

41-Share 2 habits:
1. Sometimes i do things twice or sometimes i make sure i do the same thing like using a certain lip balm over another bc i have this strange ocd that makes me think that things won't be the same if i do something that is out of line... but I'm trying to change this
2.i chew at the skin in my mouth when I'm nervous

42-What you want to be when you “get older”?
Video game developer, doctor, teacher at a Christian school - whatever God wants me to do i will do it

43-What are your career goals?

To follow God's will and be successful

44-What is your ideal career?

I do not know yet

45-Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Last year i got saved and it was and is the best thing that has ever happened to me, my life is better than it has ever been and i hope others can join me

46-Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
Yes, all the time and i am so embarrassing it hurts

47-Have you ever had an imaginary friend?
No...wait, i used to have a baby blanket that i named and was super attached to, does that count?

48-Say 10 facts about your room:
1.i don't share it with anyone for once
2.it has two big slanted walls
3.there is a closet
4.i have green stripes on one wall but i want to change it to black
5.it has no door sadly
6. It leads to my sister's room
7. It get super hella hot in the summer
8. My window is broken and STILL needs replaced (been broken for a year already)
9. wood flooring
10.white painted walls

49-Do you have any phobias?

I rly hate bugs, like rly hate bugs

I also have a fear of heights/falling

50-Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist?
No but school councilors always try to check up on me?

51-Are you allergic to anything? If so, what?
I'm allergic to coconut but i still eat some of it anyway bc there is no way you could ever keep a mounds bar away from me

52-Ever broken any bones?
Not rly but i do believe that i cracked a part ofmy skull beote or something

53-Ever come close to death?
MANY TIMES OMG I SWEAR THE ONLY REASON I'M STILL ALIVE IS BC GOD SPARED ME

54-Things you like and dislike about yourself:
I kinda grew to like my not gonna lie

55-A random fact about yourself:
There is a lot of cracks in my heart and the only reason i am still here is bc God wants me to choose life... sorry that sounded lame but it is true

56-What are three things most people don’t know about you?
- every word you say will go to my heart

- i don't like shaking hands with people bc my sister makes fun of how they get clammy due to my nervousness

- most of my smiles may not be real anymore but dont worry about it

57-An unknown fact about your life:
I'm loosing everyone i love in life bc I'm trying to live my life for Christ now, and whenever my words are turned down a piece of me inside shatters, and then i begin to realize who actually cares and who doesn't anymore..

58-Share something about yourself others might think is weird:
I like kpop, this is what they think is weird

59-Five things that you like:
1. Pleasing God
2. Going to church
3. Kpop
4. Food
5. My mom and my sister

60-Do you have a facebook? If so, would you add the person who sent you this?

No one sent me these but i guess so
61-Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Yes and they're all embarrassing

62-Describe yourself in one word/sentence:
Swag

63-A quote you try to live by:
You got no jams

64-A famous person you’ve been compared to:
My sister says i look like the girl version of Armin from Attack On Titan

65-Weird things you do when you’re alone:
Dance (not even i a good way either, my dancing is crap and i know it

66-Something you do without realising:

My mind wanders a lot

67-5 things you want to change:

68-Someone you’d like to be for a day and why:
Idk

69-Leave me a compliment:

What?

Favorites

70-What is your favorite thing to do?
Grow closer to God, which is something i need to do more

71-What’s your favorite color?
black

72-What’s your favorite band/singer?
BTS, Seventeen

73-What’s your favorite movie?
Secretly Greatly

74-What are your favorite books?
The Bible, Attack On Titan, Sword Art Online

75-What is your favorite quote and why?
I don't have a favorite quote

76-What is your favorite word?
Jesus - it brings a good feeling

77-What is your least favorite word?
Satan, Hell - uneasy feeling

78-What is your favorite type of food?
Spaghetti and pizza and so much more

79-You favorite ice cream?
Strawberry Cheesecake

80-What’s your favorite animal?
Cats

81-Dogs or cats?
Cats

82-Describe your favourite texture:
I don't know

83-What is your favorite flower?
Maybe a rose?

84-What’s your favourite scent? And on the opposite ?
I have no idea

85-What is your favorite season?
Summer bc i love to swim

86-What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die?
South Korea, Hawaii, Australia, France, Italy

87-What are four things you can’t live without and why?

God, without him i wouldn't even be here

Jesus, without him i wouldn't go to Heaven when i die which means i would die spiritually as well

88-Which mythological creature are you most like? Why?
A mermaid, i love to swim

89-What’s your favorite television show?
Attack On Titan

90-Favorite place to shop at?

Barnes and Noble

91-Say 2 facts about your favorite things:
1. She is not a thing but i love my sister so much, she has always been there for me
2. Kpop, without it i would have probably never gotten close with my sister

Family, childhood and places

92-Say 4 facts about your parents:
1. My mom is the most amazing woman,she means so much to me
2.My dad left me and my sister when i was in preschool
3.My dad disowned us and blocks us all out of his life completey
4. I have a step dad but he acts like anything but

93-Are you more like your mom or your dad?
My mom, i don't even know what my dad is like anymore

94-Do you have any siblings?
Two older sisters.

95-Say 9 facts about your family:
I am very close with my mom and my sister but i really just wish i could have a real dad ya know. Everytime i go over to a friends house i see their dads and they are so amazing and funny it rly hurts bc i just wish i could have something like that.

96-What’s your relationship like with your family?
Even tho i am close with my mom and my sisters, i just can't get along with my step dad no matter how hard i try

97-Say 7 facts about your childhood:
I always try my best in school, i never really fit in, bullies were common but hey thats normal, i had friends but most of them are gone now, that basically sums it up right?

98-The best and the worst childhood memories:
Best- getting saved even tho i wasn't technically a child then, i was a teenager but hey still best moment. As a kid i always wanted to go to church and now i do so yay.

Worst - there are so many bad times i cant even choose one

99-Say 6 facts about your home town:
I don't rly like it here so

100-Are you going out of town soon?

Nope, sadly

101-Where would you like to live?
Near a beach, that would be hella

102-What would your dream house be like?

I have no idea

103-Where would you go on your dream vacation?Everywhere

104-Where you want to be right now?

I'm honestly tired of this world and would much rather be with God rn

105-Top three places to visit:

South Korea!!!!!!
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~~~~~~~~~~Friends

106-Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Sure, why not

107-Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Either or as long as they are a true friend

108-Who is someone you never tire of?
My sister

109-Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
My sister, my friend Sam

110-Who is your most loyal friend?

My sister

111-Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?

God

112-If your best friend died, what would you do?

If they weren't saved i would never forgive myself for not preaching the word to them

113-Something you’ve lied about.
Me being okay

114-Have you ever felt replaced?

Many times

115-Say 5 facts about your bestfriend(s):

Megan:
1. She is my sister
2. She loves kpop with me
3. We both go to church together
4. People always think we are twins but we definitely aren't
5. we are so close we say the same things and the same time way to often and its disgusting

Sam: 1. We have been friends since third grade, 2. We love watching scary movies together, 3. We both love kpop 4. It turns out that she lied to me about everything that is important to me but i am going to up my tears a save them for later, 5. There is so much more to say bc i know so much about her but i will just shut my mouth bc the list would never end lol

Relationships

116-The last person you hugged?
Me mom

117-Story of your first kiss?

I've never had my first kiss

118-Do you like kissing in public?
I dont know yet

119-Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

No

120-You have a preference for boys or girls?
Boys

121-Is the male or female body closest to perfection?
What?

122-5 things that irritate you about the same /opposite .
Idk, there are just little things about everyone that are iriating at times

123-Do you believe in love at first sight?

Sure * thinks of biases

124-Do you believe in soul mates?
Of course

125-What is your idea of the perfect date?
Maybe video games and pizza

126-Based on past relationships or crushes, describe your perfect boyfriend/girlfriend:
I don't have a specific ideal type

127-What is the first thing you noticed in someone?

Lips maybe

128-Are looks important in a relationship?
Not rly but they help

129-What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
Idk

130-What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?

Love has no age limit, although too much of an age difference would be weird for me

131-Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?

I heard that it is quite risky so maybe not

132-Five guys/girls whom you find attractive?

Jimin from BTS , wait no all of BTS, frick all of Seventeen, Kihyun from Monsta X, Xiumin and D.O from Exo, and the list goes on

133-Do you have a crush on anyone?

A bias crush?

134-A description of the girl/boy you like:

The list would never end

135-Say 1 fact about the person your like:
He has no jams

136-If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

Alright so which of my otps is real then

137-When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

Today, gotta love da mama

138-Do you think someone has feelings for you?
No

139-Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

Prob not

140-Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
Yeah

141-Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Yes

142-Anyone you’re giving up on?
Kind of

143-Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Yeh

144-Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Idk

145-Have you ever liked one of your best friends?

No, not in a relationship way

146-Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Nope, how sad

147-Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
Yes

148-Is there someone you will never forget?
Absolutely

149-Say five ways to win your heart:
1. a good Christian man would be nice
2. Pizza and anime watching
3. Cuddles!
4. Exploring the world
5. Video games bc why not

150-What turns you on?

Is this a ual question? Is that what this is?

151-What turns you off?
idek prob feet i guess

152-What is the iest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
Pizza, get me pizza

153-What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
Be there for me, listen to me, a lot of stuff

154-What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
Same as above

155-Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? Have you had one written for you?

No

156-What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
I don't know

157-Are you in love?
No

158-Are you in a relationship?
Nope

159-If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?

160-Are relationships ever worth it?

Of course they are what kind of question is that

161-Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

162-Can you commit to one person?

Yes

163-Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Yes

164-Do you ever want to get married?

100% yes

165-Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
No

166-Future names of your children:

Levi, Hansol, Jackson, Joshua, Mark, idk what else

167-Do you get jealous easily?
It depends i guess

168-The last time you felt jealous, and why?
I want a dad that rly loves me and i don't have that

169-What is your definition of cheating?
Having a relationship of any kind that is definitely more than friendly with someone other than your lover

170-Have you ever been cheated on?
Nope

171-Do you forgive betrayal?
I do but it's hard

172-Have you ever cheated on someone?
Never have never will

173-Why did your last relationship fail?

Never rly had one

174-Things you want to say to an ex:

175-A description of the person you dislike the most:
Someone one always tries to get to me no matter what to make me feel horrible and all kinds of other stuff- the devil

176-If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
#nevergotdalove

177-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
0

178-How long was your longest relationship?
Never began

179-You’ll love me if…

Idk

180-Share a relationship story:

i .. i have none i apologize bc i am so boring

Music, movies and books

181-How often do you listen to music?
Everyday

182-What kind of music you like?
KPOP!!!

183-Do you like to dance?
I love to dance, i don't care if i look likean awkward turtle or not its going to happen

184-What was the first concert/show you attended?

B1A4 roadtrip

185-Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
No

186-Share a song that takes you to a certain memory in the past:
U-kiss - Take me away

187-A song that’s been stuck in your head:

Monsta X -Hero

188-Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play:

This requires work so pass

189-A book you want to read/have recently read:
I need to read the Bible more

190-Describe your dream library:
Lots and lots of weird crap

191-Last movie you just watched:

Barbie - Repunzel (don't judge me i was bored and it brought me back to my childhood okay)

192-Do you like watching what type of movies?
Scary

Situations and crazy things

193-You’re in a tattoo parlor about to get inked. What are you getting done?
Probably a pretty cross or something

194-What’s something you can see yourself going to jail for?
My sister just said that i would go to jail for sneaking up in Monsta X's dorm and coping a feel out of Kihyun's booty wtf

195-If you could be any character, from any literary work, who would you choose to be?
Idk

196-You’re given $10,000…under one condition: you cannot keep the money for yourself. Who would you give it to?

I would donate it to my church

197-If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?

I would make sure that my dad at least stayed in my life

198-If you were an element on the Periodic Table, which would you be and why?
Idfk

199-If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
Fourth grade bc no one shuts up about that one time where i became the exorcist and freakin threw up everywhere

200-You’re an Action Movie Hero. What’s your weapon of choice and the line you scream when defeating your arch enemy?
My would kill with an amazing sword (its got to be a rly cool one) and my phrase would be U THOUGHT!

201-If you could design an amusement park ride, what would it be like?
umm idk

202-What is the first curse word that comes to mind?

203-What the last party you went to was… and when the next will be…
Christmas party, and the next... Christmas party

204-Halloween costume idea?

I don't rly celebrate Halloween anymore, I'm too old now

205-How you’d spend ten thousand bucks?

Give it to the church and use it on our house

206-Press ctrl+v and post:
Im a rebel so no

207-Would you rather be stranded on a desert island with someone you love for ten years or someone you hate for a month? Explain why.
Someone i love

208-5 things within touching distance:
My , my blanket, my sleeping cat, my wall, my phone

209-A drunken story:
I'll never drink so

210-What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Cleaning my room

211-Currently wanting to see anyone?
My sister Tiffany

212-Why you follow me?
..

213-If you met me what would you do?
....

214-YOU have to leave me a random/ridiculous question:

.............no

215-YOU have to leave me a cute message:
NO

Opinions and beliefs

216-Is the cup half full or half empty for you right now?
Half empty rn

217-Do you believe in fate/destiny?
Yeah

218-What you wish for on 11:11?
I don't know

219-Do you consider yourself lucky? What’s your good luck charm?

God is my good luck charm... my God luck charm kekeke

220-Do you believe in aliens or life on other planets?
Idk

221-What is your religion, if any?
Baptist Christian

222-Would you go against your moral code for money?
No

223-What’s more important to you: strength of the body or strength of the mind?
The mind of course

224-How important you think education is?

Education is very important

Very very important

225-If you were the president, what would you do?
Whip this back up into shape

226-If you could change one thing in the world, what would you change?

There are too many things that need changedr

227-Is it the thought that counts? Or is that phrase circumstantial?
The thought does count

228-If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do?
Talk to my friends about getting saved, it is everything to me

229-Which movie character do you most identify with and why?
Armin from Attack On Titan (from an anime series but oh well)

Feelings and Others

230-Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early?
I try to do things early

231-Post a photo/draw a picture/write a poem (pick one) of a moment of personal significance:

Mmm no

232-Say 5 things you love unconditionally:
God, Jesus, My sisters, My mom, food

233-What motivates you in life?

God motivates me

234-Something that you’re proud of:

My sister graduated high school early

235-Five words/phrases that make you laugh:
Infires - $uga

Excuse me *Jimin voice

Oh man holy -Jungkook

I'm the best quality - Seungkwan

NaegaHosh - Hoshi

236-Share the story of something that makes you smile:
Whenever my cat meows bc its the cutest thing i swear

237-Something you always think “what if…” about:
What if they deny the gospel again

238-What was something you used to enjoy, but was ruined for you? What’s the story behind that?
I used to write fanfics but then i realized i at writing so i don't

239-Describe one of the most awkward experiences of your life:
Thinking someone is yo mom at the store and yeah i don't wanna talk about it all

240-Something/someone that you miss:
My friend Brianna

241-Are you over your past?
I try to get over it

242-What is your saddest memory?

I've got to many of those

243-One of the hardest moments in your life:
Trying to help my bff get saved and just when i thought they were rly listening, i find out today that they weren't apparently. Thanks

244-Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

My scars, my dad

245-What’s something you want to do that you’d be embarrassed to tell other people about?
Become a Sunday school teacher but i shouldn't rly be embarrassed by that

246-What was your most embarrassing moment?

4th grade puke incident

247-Share one of your fears/insecurities:

Not being able to save someone's life

248-Something you’re currently worrying about:
Sam

249-Have you done something you regret very much?
Yes

250-If you could take something back that you said or did, what would it be?
Idk

251-Does anyone hate you?

Idk

252-Do you hate anyone?
No

253-Lyrics that apply to your current situation/mood.
I can't seem to think of one right now

254-Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I am an expert

255-What’s something you hide about your personality?
Idk

256-How do you approach social situations?
I don't

257-Are you a social or an antisocial person?
very antisocial

258-Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
I am a little of both

259-Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Yes

260-How do you deal with criticism?
I take it to heart

261-How you hope your future will be like?
Pleasing to God

262-What’s something that scares you about the future?
I don't want my sister to move away

263-Five intems you lust after:

Wat?

264-One thing you’re excited for:
I always enjoy a good sermon lol

265-Describe the most terrifying/strangest/beautiful dream you’ve ever had:
This one time beforr i was saved i had a dream and the devil was there and he was dragging me to him and it hurt and i just kept screaming that i loved Jesus and stuff. I couldn't sleep he rest of the night.

266-Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character?
Levi from Attack On Titan (i wouldn't rly say crush tho bc he ain't real but)

267-Who is your celebrity crush?
All me biases

268-Make a confession:
I listen to everyone else's hopes and dreams but when it comes to mine, noone listens and shuts me down. Do i mean nothing to them? (This is not directed to one person, it applies to many that i know)

 

 

 

Well that was all, damn that took me so long to do. Well i hope there aren't any mistakes bc I'm not going over it again, that. I hope whoever read this enjoyed?