I feel exceptionally sad realizing how empty the hunhan fanfic community is :'( it feels like everybody has left and only a few of my favourite luhan authors are still here! I feel such a strong sense of nostalgia back when it was 2012 2013 and the fandom was striving so hard :) there was so much bottom luhan and hunhan was as tight as ever!!! a specific time that I like to look back on was when the mass amount of luhan fanfics were produced and they all had many things in common be it luhan as a vixen, small doll luhan I am rambling my thoughts but I remember my fanfic kinks featuring illegal 13 year old luhan and deleting it because I was scared of being reported (I still have the chapters saved in my blogs haha) I loved that generation of authors I felt like they were the queens of bottom luhan because they were all friends and had such talented writing I am so sad to see that almost all of them are gone :( 

i am sorry for moping but after a while of seeing nothing new in the hunhan or kailu tag... my same subscriptions being updated once every week nothing new I feel as though I am slowly drifting away!! i am so happy when I look back to how alive things use to be and I don't regret one thing :)! I hope everyone is having a nice day!!!!