What do I do?

Hi to anyone who reads this.

Guess I'm just gonna ramble a bit here cos I'm having a bit of a weird emotional day.

I'm really really sorry Rack n Ride is taking so long to update. I know ppl might be waiting to read on, or might be losing interest in it cos I'm so slow to update these days. Believe me, I'm not delaying things on purpose.

I'm finding it really hard to get motivation to write lately, so much so that I don't even know whether to write anymore, which . I still have so many ideas looping in my mind that I want to get into words. I hope this bad feeling passes soon.

You might notice I've been staying away from lately too. Again I'm not sure why that is. Perhaps on some level I want to prove I can write fluff just as well and get similar feelz. Or maybe I'm offended that RnR isn't appreciated beyond the . I've talked about this before, but I've tried to make that story realistic, true to life, and not just the same as every other story. Yes I write good , even I'm bold enough to admit that, but it's not ALL I do.  I dunno, I guess it just disappoints me that something that has taken up a big chunk of my spare time can be so easily dismissed as teenage .

I really wanna start a Red Velvet ongoing, but having done more than one ongoing at a time before, I think my head would explode! What do y'all think? Should I just do it anyway and deal with it? Or maybe I should take a break or something.

*sighs* I just don't know anymore :-(

 

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Snapplelinz #1
Aww, I'm sorry you're struggling to write these days :~/ I know the feelings, life gets hard and busy and it's easy to feel burnt out after a while. as for the stuff, it does get frustrating when you inadvertently pigeon-hole yourself to the point that your readers only expect you to write a certain way. Whatever comes of it, you need to be true to yourself at the end of the day. The people who love your writing will understand and still stick around if and when you decide to update. Take care of yourself <3
Nayeon3 #2
Take a break if you want. I think the readers would understand. But I feel like if you start writing again, finish RnR first? Just so things wouldn't be so stressful 'cause I know that it's hard to update and think of two different story/plot lines. :)
LovingChaera89 #3
You need a break and clear your mind Authornim.. We (readers) can understand your situation now and i guess at some point in our life we encounter such problem in ourselves..we will wait for you authornim! Fighting! :)
meloveamber #4
Take a break author... I think that's what you need the most. As an artist, I think inspiration comes after taking a step back, after seeing another perspective. So really, don't rush. :)

And I am one of the many readers of RnR, and I love it not just because of the . Your writing style is very effective that whenever you update, I get so affected. Like with the motorcycle chase, I was literally on the edge of my seat. And people around me was asking why I was behaving that way. @-)) you're an awesome author! :D
shadowing23 #5
Don't worry about it author! For me it's normal if you have the ideas but can't write it into words. Inspiration comes naturally, and in the right time. So don't be hurried, better the inspiration, better the fic! ^^ Fighting!
tsukiryuuu #6
take a break
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