I almost lived alone for a century,

Living a life full of misery.

Years have come silently,

Forgetting the past secretly.

I never wanted to be sociable,

Because maybe i'm  not capable.

But courage have pushed me through,

Beyond control I am fully blue.

Time comes I ask for a friend,

Thinking that my life should not end.

I wanted to be like somebody,

Somebody who won't call me a nobody.

And so, God answered my question,

A friend is given with lots of intention.

Day and night we stroll together,

Afraid of losing the sight to each other.

Almost everything was perfect,

Having a friend socially ironic.

But that moment is way too short,

'cuz in reality, she is given not to comfort.

I panicked, shocked and disgust,

That little friend of mine is a blast.

Trying to destroy my life with a knife,

Almost killed myself in a flash of light.

And now I realized,

Though life is not fully recognized.

Being sociable is good enough,

But don't trust fully even to a friend or not.

And now i decided to post a poem of mine written when i was stil in college, I almost forgot that i'm used to be a member of the school paper and then submit articles or poem like this.. and I just wanted to share this to you friends.. heheh :D