Hi guys, it's annlovespolly here:) So I just want to apologise for not updating my fics due to my heavily scheduled trainings:( I am trying the best I can to update as often...but things are really hard for me these few days and I have been a little down lately... Trainings start at 8am in the morning and ends about 3 in the morning as well...therefore the only way I can update my stories is by phone and during lunchtime which lasts about half an hour to 45 minutes. And I am really stressed with my relationship with my boyfriend of 2 years....my contract states that I am not allowed to be in a relationship...but I just can't let him go...we were even talking about getting married someday...but I am really confused...please help me out?? Should I break up with him to pursue my dreams or should I stick with him and not care of what the world thinks of us and be subjected to love scandals after our groups debut in 5 to 6 years time?? For the meantime, I hope my subscribers can understand how much pressure I am under and stop flagging my in ox with messages, accusing me of not updating...even if I am online everyday...it doesn't mean that I have time to update...I just check my profile in case anyone sent me a message regarding something important:( I love you guys a lot, but please be more understanding to the situation I am in...it is really not easy...that's all I want to say really....am yes, I am sick again from skipping my meals...I am currently on medical leave, but let's just say that I am so dead tired and exhausted that I am having second doubts of my debut...sometimes, I feel like quitting and pulling out so that I can enjoy my freedom of living as a normal person, but no, I can't, not after so much I have got through just to get accepted into the entertainment industry ... And my manager was recently bugging my group to get our eyes done so that they appear to be bigger...but none of us wants to do it...and I don't think we need it, mainly because everyone in our group is pretty and don't have to go under the knife... That's all I want to say:) and oh yeah... Those who are Chinese, happy Chinese new year:) I am half Chinese so I will be celebrating it with my grandparents and my parents:) Yeorobun, annyeong:)