ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ CHOOㅤ :ㅤ해빛나

 DISCLAIMER  this app will point out south korea's
high rates of suicide,
depression,bullying as well as anxiety issues.as myung has these issues herself,please don't bother too much about it. myung apologises on how deep bitna is,if you don't want deep asf characters with realistic qualities then i can always redo her.

but wow my eddy kim obsession is too much now

 

 

HAE BITNA

youngjays • myung • eight


 

the basics.

name » hae bitna [해빛나]

nickname(s) »

  SUNSHINE  her name means sunshine as her surname means sun and her first name means shining. most people use it to mock her pessimistic nature,the group calling bitna the debbie downer.it's never been used as an endearing term and she doubt it ever will.
  LOSER  called by nearly everyone,trainees,the bighit staff,netizens and so much more,it was because
bitna seemed so awkward and didn't really know how
to socialise.also because at school,all she did was study and everyone else said that bitna was a loser for not having fun and just studying.
 
 HEY BITNA  often used by the other members and her older brother,it's how they always just say hi to her.because her surname does sound like hey,a lot of others just call her this.it's probably the most affectionate name bitna owns.
 
 GWISHIN/GHOST  to say,bitna is probably the least noticed member in the group,netizens stated that
bitna should live up to her name more and that she 
was unnoticed like a ghost.it became a well known name for her and in the idol world,'gwishin' always referred to choo's bitna.
 
 HAE NAMI  from one classmate who said that bitna was the uglier version of comedian oh nami (a korean comedian famous for playing the ugly role in skits).everyone else began picking up the name and calling her it,it soon became a popular name in the idol world to call bitna as well.

 

birthdaY » march 24th 1997 (19)
BRTHPLACE » jinjoo,south korea

hometowN » jinjoo,south korea

ethnicitY » korean

languageS » 

  FLUENT KOREAN  bitna's native language and mother tongue,she's fluent in the language as she has been raised in south korea her whole entire life you know.also as she comes from jinjoo,a city which uses the gyeongsangdo accent,she speaks in a heavy gyeongsang accent and the others joke around calling her 'hyung-nim' on how harsh it sounds.or as namjoon said 'gyeongsangdo accents make guys want to use it'.
  INTERMEDIATE ENGLISH  a studying freak as quoted by others,bitna paid attention in class and her english is actually quite good.owning no accent and is continuing to learn more everyday.
 

face claiM »  박명은   lovelyz

backup face claim »  김예원   g-friend

 

appearance » bitna's appearance has been said by many to look plain with her pale skin and long dark brown hair,there seems to be nothing special about her appearently.owning monolids,the company told her to do surgery for double eyelids but she always refuses.sometimes the best compliment she gets is that she looks like a cat and that it's cute,she stands at about 162cm and weighs at about 44kg,however netizens still aren't content with the small amount of baby fat on her rosy cheeks.later onto after about a year,bitna cuts her her into a bob cut and then,begins to gain more compliments on her appearance.

[+ 147, – 237]  how did she even become an idol? she looks worse than rapmonster ㅋㅋㅋ

[+ 160, – 220] the only good looking one in choo is their visual though and bitna just happens to be the worst one
[+ 66, – 9] i don't get how anyone can call her ugly! to me she's the cutest,she looks like a cat
[+ 54, – 90] shut up,she's not trying to be pretty for you but for her fans,so get lost!
[+ 98, – 152] how can people even like her,she doesn't even look one bit pretty

 

style » 'in order to look decent,you need a dope jacket because then you won't be complete trash' bitna's style isn't exactly the worst or best,she knows some fashion rules but isn't a huge fasionista.she just cares on if it it looks good or looks ugly,that's probably it.fond of wearing shorts and a shirt,bitna isn't that fond of overly feminine clothing but will pastel pinks and skirts if she has to.mostly wearing sneakers,converse and vans as she really likes them unlike others who collect heels and flats.to say,bitna has the least amount of clothes in the dorm and takes the least amount of space for clothes.as she doesn't get that many sponsors compared to the others,even if she did it'd be much smaller than the others and it's one reason why.she doesn't really find a reason to get more clothes and most of them are from choo's stylist or the local boutique down the road.a lot of people say that she wears really nice clothes and that it's nicer than the others and it's decent,not too revealing and she isn't a snowman like in cartoons because she's wearing too many items of clothing.

[+ 190, – 19]  even if she looks the worst out of all of the group,you have to admit she only looks pretty because of her style.
[+ 66, – 89]  she can totally be the next gayoon seriously,her style is great

 


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"i think i'm alright,so don't worry about me"

"who knows if we have practice or not,why don't you check yourself"


"my older sister told me to make sure to smile,i don't find any reason to"

 

the girl next door.

        

plotline » the slacker :: main vocalist

STAGE NAME » bitna (빛나)

STAGE PERSONA » the youthful charm :: onstage,bitna gives off a youthful charm and even if she does seem mature than the others,she still seems to give off a bit of a maknae feel.mature yet still owning cuteness and aegyo like other maknaes today.with her energetic dance movements and cute style,quirks,bitna does shine in her own way.even if everyoen disagrees that she's a precious charm,international fans always help her and say that she's pretty in every way.

POSITION » main vocalist :: the slacker

BACKUP POSITION » vocalist :: the brave

 

TRAINEE YEARS » two years :: eight months (fantagio) + one year and a month (big hit)

TRAINEE LIFE »
 

  

 "I WAS MEANT TO DEBUT AS AN ACTRESS" 
 

it's a weird thing to hear,with all the hate on her appearance that bitna got into the company via acting,however was switched to the 'idol-training' department as bitna says.even she doesn't know herself but when she was with sanha and they were both singing,they heard her voice and they heard one of her conversations with him.that bitna had always wished to be an idol,singing on stage and dancing to make others feel better instead of pretending to be someone else.but then she went on how she liked acting as well,the fact that she wasn't loser bitna but someone else.anyway,her training there first of all.she only owned one person as a so called friend,if you could even call him a friend well back then anyway.as well as studies,it was like she was born to be a loser,everyone ignored her and bitna was excluded from everything.she'd be left alone for her dance assesments,any duos,she'd have to go by herself.after eight months of exclusion,in early november she was cut from fantagio due to unknown reasons,it was because of rumours around her that one girl said that bitna had stolen their dance assignment and took it as hers.it was apparently also to 'even' out the numbers and so after that,she was left alone like a lost child.bitna had lost all hope then and went to focus on her studies again.

 

  
 "MORE TRAINING TO GO YIPPEE" 

 

in early january,in 2014 after a year on focusing on her studies,bitna graduated early due to her good grades and because she was glad really,she wasn't with her classmates anymore.when she joined,it was about when bangtan had hit their peak and glam had their own issues.when her brother texted her to audition for big hit entertainment due to seeing an advertisement for their auditions once,he annoyed her continuosly about it and mentioned that their sister would've been happy to see her audition again.she did a private audition,she never promised that she would be hard working but good enough to say.at big hit,it wasn't as bad as fantagio but decent enough.bitna owned a few close friends and she felt a bit of happiness,one of the only times she had and it's been good and bad.she tried to do well in evaluations so she wouldn't get kicked out and it's all been alright for the girl.hae bitna at big hit,it wasn't that great and she'd been through hardships,she did get excluded at times and mocked by the other trainees and even staff.when she had to do her dance assessment,one judge said that next time she should wear a mask to cover up her face and often the trainees would comment on why she even bothered to audition when she was untalented and ugly,by then she had lost her will anymore and just continued out of pity and many other reasons.bitna would attend some practices but a few she wouldn't and would turn up the next time,so she couldn't get kicked out of laziness and really she didn't want to waste her time.

 

the girl next door.or is she?

TRAITS » 

  POSITIVES  trustworthy,calm,soft-spoken,reserved
  NEUTRALS  observant,independent
 
 NEGATIVES  pessimistic,unconfident,sensitive,pusillanimous
 

personality »

 WHY HAE BITNA SHOULD BE YOUR FRIEND 
 

bitna has always been seen in a negative light but first off,she's a trustworthy person and won't spill all your dirty secrets.she'd be the last one to betray anyone and you can always rely on bitna to be reliable or honest to you.she wouldn't give away anything even for money,she's honourable to say and you can always depend on bitna for a lot of things.also calm and collected,she doesn't show her nervousness or other strong emotions in situations.she normally can stay sane during a thunderstorm or any other disaster.bitna doesn't own much of a temper,she can get pretty mad at times but it's very rare and hence that's always made her a easy target at times.soft-spoken,bitna owns a soft voice and chooses to speak in that soft,gentle voice.she's not one of the louder members of the group and is seen to be quite gentle unlike the others,acting invariable courteous and acting quite softspoken.adding on,bitna is not one to just openly rant or tell her emotions to just anybody and really doesn't have much to say.however when she does need to speak,everyone does listen at times or just blatantly ignore the girl.the reason why she never has much to say is because she was taught that when she was bullied or teased,she should just ignore it and bitna never really had the guts to talk back.

 

 WHY HAE BITNA IS A DECENT FRIEND 
 

she's known to be quite observant,as she doesn't really speak much,she often observe others and can make quick conclusions about how they speak and how they act.she's quick to perceive things and owns a sharp eye,noticing things quite quickly and well.bitna can tell if something's suspicious or if there's something wrong with one of the members and in fact,it's not exactly good or bad but most of the times,it's for mockery when the others call her sherlock or when bitna says something obvious 'no sh*t sherlock'.also independent,she isn't clingy or dependent on others at all.she's not subjected to someone else's opinion and often sticks with her own unless someone else has a better one than her.bitna doesn't really depend on others that much and is fine by herself.she always say so and doesn't really cling much to others at all.

 

 WHY HAE BITNA SHOULDN'T BE YOUR FRIEND 
 

bitna's worst trait and most well known is her pessimistic nature,often seen as the debbie downer,she often reminds the others of the dark side.she tends to see the worser side of things,she can think positively but it's hard since bitna will just remind herself of it.being pessimistic doesn't mean she's your local emo kid in the class,she'll just remind you of the worser side of a situation and might in with 'what if'.unlike other idols,it's hard for bitna to be confident in something.not because she's worried every second but because it's just a part of her she dislikes.she can't accept the fact that everything will be fine because she'll know that something will happen,her gut and her kokoro told her thank you.it's been a habit that she'll rarely accept compliments because well she isn't used to them at all.sensitive,even if she's shocked if someone tries to be her friend and has gotten used to being teased or playing the part of '왕따' in school.bitna still gets hurt by those comments,even if she pretends to be fine,she might just silently cry to sleep or her heart will hurt if it's too much for her.she'll never say that she's hurt by it or admit the fact that she cried becuase she doesn't want others to bother about her 'no one cares,why would they?'.if you're asking what this long word is,the simpler version of pusillanimous is timid.easily frightened,it's why a lot of the other members go play pranks on her because she's delicate and sensitive,not owning much courage.a lot of the others know her phobias and fears and hence,use those things to scare her since they think it's hilarious but often they don't know of her anxiety so they never think much of when she has to take medication for her phobias.
 

  TL;DR  i feel like bitna isn't exactly the best character i've done and so her personality would be similar to 4minute's jihyun,she wouldn't speak much or cling to the others a lot so others says she's too awkward.she owns her own quirks and will talk but others will just say it's not right.like some might say,even you say that she's not cut to be an idol but i don't know,i like how she is so far.

 

trivias »

  

  WHAT BITNA LIKES  
 — chicken chicken chicken erryday,
 — flour food products such as bread and pizza
 — autumn is bitna's favourite season
 — strawberries,ttalgi,ichigo? bitna really likes strawberries,strawberry cake,strawberry candy and strawberry everything
 — scented candles,she may have a small number in the dorm 
 — patbingsu,bibimbap and jajangmyeon are her favourite korean foods
 — favourite colour is blue despite the fact that pink suits her best
 — ballads and slower,softer songs are her favourite kind of songs.right now it's ryeowook's the little prince

  WHAT BITNA DISLIKES  
 — eggplants,they just taste weird to her
 — exercise because well she can't be bothered
 — vanilla smells and tastes weird for her
 — unhygenic environments because well who does?
 — sport drinks and energy drinks
 — summer,the weather's too much
 — really loud noises
 — crowded places

 
 FACT 01  bitna owns social phobia,it doesn't mean she stutters but worries deeply about being criticised and embarassed in public.at times the least is blushing or uneasyness in her voice but if it's something large like an award show,she'll go to the toilet before and come back,still a bit jittery
 
 FACT 02  she really likes k-indie artists and music especially eddy kim,jang jane,crush and zion.t,well if they count.bitna's also a large fan of geeks and girl group mamamoo
 
 FACT 03  is one of the only members that didn't graduate from a performing arts school such as hanlim or sopa
 
 FACT 04  bitna has actually never dated,she's had a few crushes on people but never has dated because well,she was deemed as the local loser
 
 FACT 05  she often immediately wakes up at eight am if no one wakes her up,even if she goes to sleep at one.she can adjust it to be earlier but never later and because of it,the others always make her in charge of waking up the rest
 
 FACT 06  despite preferring coffee over tea,she owns a box of teabags in the cupboard that distinctly have a post it that say 'do not touch.bitna's' and hates if it anyone touches it.
 
 FACT 07  she really likes her food and isn't fond of diets at all,she finds the pointless and it doesn't help that her actual weight varies from 40-50kg but bighit always says 44 and so does bitna.to prove that she's a stickfigure idol lol
 
 FACT 08  she owns an instagram account @choohae which is the lamest out of all the members,she'll post pictures of the other's ugly faces and bare faces on when it's funny or a goddamn pretty flower that she sees.she'll caption something lame like 'this flower looks like our visual,they're both pretty'.unfortunately,she doesn't photograph like tumblr so it doesn't look that great unless she enhances with a filter.
 
 FACT 09  there's another name in the idol world and mcs,it's 'jinjoo girl'.to say,bitna is probably the only idol from jinjoo and she takes pride it in,because she feels special about it.
 
 FACT 10  she's got so much swag and coolness that she owns a blue flipphone,similar to seokjin's pink one except that it's a nice,light blue
 
 FACT 11  bitna can play the piano,she's good at it but she is no professional.she also wishes to learn how to play the guitar so she can be cool and busk in hongdae and not be a loser with a keyboard.
 
 FACT 12  is terrible at cover dances on the spot like on weekly idol when they put on a song and they're meant to dance to it.unless she's practiced it before or she knows the choreography,if yes then it'll be very good.if she does,it's pretty awkward and quite similar to 4minute's gayoon,such evidence is here [skip to 4.14]
 
 FACT 13  her ideal type is infinite's sunggyu hence others joking that she can be the grandma of choo since he's infinite's hamster grandpa.also adding on with being called the grandma since she's so awkward about dancing as well and it has been a bit of a weak spot for her
  FACT 14  when asked if she's a fan of any groups other than soloists and girl groups,she always answers shinhwa and infinite.never bangtan and asked if she likes bts,she always replies that she wasn't close with them in training but is sure that they're all nice.
 
 FACT 15  her whole name means sunshine if you didn't know,bitna means shining and hae,her surname also means sun.no not taeyang but sometimes the others do jokingly call her taeyang 2.0 
 
 FACT 16  oh yes,she also owns a twitter but though seriously,take this social media noob out because on her twitter,there'd be random thoughts like 'i want chicken' 'chicken is good for you' '[visual ah] stop being an idiot' and she only follows the other members because she don't know nothing.her twitter is @bitnahchoo.cause get it.bitna choo,bit ah choo?
 

 

home is where your heart is.

background »
 


 HAE BITNA'S LIFE IN A BREADROLL BCUS BREAD IS COOLER THAN YOU 

bitna was born in one of south korea's smallest cities,jinjoo which is famous for it's bibimbap (lame joke: what do b.a.p like to eat? bibimb.a.p) and silk.originally it seemed to be fine,four children and two adults in the household,bitna being the youngest was often spoiled with affection but with the amount of kids,she mostly gained her older sister's clothing and toys but the girl never minded because it was all good for her.like a lot of other kids her age,at five,she was sent to piano lessons and vocal lessons,only vocal because her brother dabin wanted someone to go with him.around jinjoo,she
and her brother were well known as the bitbin twins.not because they looked similar,they did but not so much.but anyway,bitna used to cling to her older brother a lot and they were inseperable.bitna in elementary school was fine,she made a few friends and then it was all good.she'd hang out with her older brother and his friends,finding a few friends and one became her 'best friend' ryu haena.when they were both going to go to middle school,haena left for america and so,bitna was left all alone with no friends.as she didn't own any friends,on the first day,she was immediately named the '
왕따'.everytime to class,she had to carry everyone's bags to every class and was isolated,no one talked to her ever.it stayed like that for a long time and her parents didn't care at all.when a teacher accused another kid for bullying bitna,that kid's mum yelled at the teacher for ruining her son's reputation apparently.her parents didn't really bother much and so bomi,the eldest sibling went to find the kid and yelled at him.but nothing else happened,that was that.

when she was thirteen,bitna's life seem to not matter anymore.she was just spiralling and her lifestyle became eat,study and sleep.forced into her mind,a popular korean saying,with three hours of sleep,you'll get into a sky university,four hours of sleep you'll go into a bad university and five,well give up.she would barely sleep and bitna was putting on more weight due to no exercise,her stamina was lower and by then,no one even knew if hae bitna smiled anymore.she realised that nothing was fine and sick of it,like half of korean teenagers,bitna was diagnosed with depression.she first ignored it,she said she was okay,she forced herself to be okay.when she was fourteen,she was sick of everything,being pushed in the hallways,excluded in projects,no one to talk to,carrying everyone's bags and so,she cut once.she wasn't an emo kid who loved pain,she had so many thoughts and when she did,she cried in the bathroom until bomi came and slapped her for cutting herself and went to give a lecture how every human being didn't deserve to die.she hated being compared to everyone and really just hated well everything.as shy teenagers and clingy children have a high risk of developing social anxiety,she slowly developed the apparent disorder.it didn't mean that she couldn't speak.it just meant that she always worried about things,often feared of being criticised and in public speaking and presentations,she'd bite her lip and blush frequently,stammering and when it was severe,she went to the toilet right before.at least now that it's good,it's slowly becoming less of a thing for bitna.she can do things with confidence now,well with some.

it was just a normal lifestyle for her,exclusion was normal for bitna by then.one time,when they had a small school break,the family decided to go to seoul to visit their uncle's family just for a moment.one day in their break,she was scouted by a fantagio scout when she and her siblings went to hongdae one day.she and dabin wanted to gain money for the future,it was just a joke at first and besides,their cousins told them that hongdae was a good place.scouted,she didn't really know what happened and since because of that,she and her brother auditioned but her brother wasn't accepted in.she had to do a small drama thing and she passed,a few days after she began training,her eldest sister,her favourite one,hae bomi died.a drunk driver had came when the four siblings were walking back to their uncle's house and the driver's car had run over bomi as she was the one on the outer side of the pathway,nearest to the road.it's still a thing that duri and dabin never ever want to bring up at all because well,they saw their sister die in front of them,who wouldn't be scared of that? fantagio said that bitna had to stay in seoul for training and luckily,her sibling duri had to attend seoul university as she then had made it in.duri and bitna stayed in seoul,making occasional journeys to visit dabin and their parents in jinjoo,bitna cried when she had to stay in seoul and she promised her mother that she'll try her hardest and that's how it went.

 

  MYUNG BE ING  this might be angsty for you but more than half of south korea's teenagers 
own depression and i wanted to clear up that people that own social anxiety don't stutter in every conversation.
adding on,car accidents and drunk driving is the second most reason of death in south korea.around more than 6000 people died of car accidents in south korea.this concludes the fact that myng is so pessimistc and is a er for angst and loves to see her characters suffer.

 

 

RELATIONSHIPS »

 


 THE HAE SIBLINGS,HAE DURI(21) AND HAE DABIN (20) 

 

  DABIN AND BITNA  the hae siblings are pretty close,bitna and dabin were very close but ever since dabin had moved away from their childish games to 'grow up'.the two still talk a lot,he's the same as before always saying hey bitna and doing all the lame things he does.he honestly wish he could be in seoul with his sister but he's content and gyeongnam national university of science and technology,because it's what he does.they often text and call each other,often their conversations take a long while.dabin is very overprotective of his younger sister and often worries about her,at times he comes to visit bitna and duri but mostly for bitna.incase really,what if she gets mugged in seoul? he noticed a few of her issues but never talked about it since he didn't think of it much.their text messages normally end up being an argument on how bitna is fine and will do fine and she will try to be okay at all times.it's also reminders for dabin to not do the stupid things he'll probably do.

  DURI AND BITNA  duri and bitna aren't as close but they do get along quite well,duri doesn't understand bitna's pain since duri was always the popular one at school and everything else,she was well liked.duri's the one who'll always remind bitna of bomi,who would've been twenty five this year,so much for the age where you're prettiest huh? they're not as close as before,when bomi was still alive but it's mostly mocking between them.bitna will stay shut and duri will complain on how bitna looks and complain about her style ,makeup is wrong and a lot of things like that.people say that duri and bitna look the most similar,with similar eyes and facial structures but still between them,duri shall always be the prettier,more talented sibling out of both of them.

 

the one and only.

  


love interest »   윤산하  astro

backup love interest »  김태형  bangtan

 

personality » sanha's known to be a pure and innocent child which matches with his age really,he doesn't really get anything of your dirty jokes.also because,he's still stuck in the world is full of sunshine and rainbows,he still thinks that everything is okay.he doesn't really know much about reality since he always did think everything is okay and will be okay.he's still immature and childish,not mature in siatuations and will giggle around frequently.often he's confusing others with his actions,what he says can seem to have dirty intentions but it's all purely innocent.people don't really know what to think of sanha because well if you see above.sanha owns a lot of energy and is hardworking,training for quite a while ever since he was twelve and hasn't stopped since.he's very energetic,running around and such and often just jumping around,being the little,energetic boy he is.also curious,sanha is well known to be very curious,often taking the better of sanha at times.

love story »

 

     

 YOU ARE LIKE THE GENTLE MILK TEA,YOUR VOICE IS SOFT AND TOUCH IS WARM 

 
SANHA'S POINT OF VIEW : when he heard of a new trainee,he wanted to see because well he wanted to get along with everybody.he didn't notice until he asked one of the staff members who was the new trainee whom pointed to a girl with dark brown hair sitting alone.the staff member told that she was actually meant to train as an actress and so sanha,walked along and sat right in front of her when they had a break.the younger introduced himself and smiled and all she did was blink in confusion of the situation,after that sanha said that he would be the girl's friend no matter what because well friendship.the two hung out a lot,walking with each other to training together a lot and when she got transferred,the two became even closer.a lot of the others teased the others because apparently guys and girls can't be friends at all and even if sanha would joke that she was his girlfriend,he was only about thirteen and it was weird.back then,she just was that cooler,older sister you knew.when she was kicked out,sanha was really heartbroken because one of his best friends and left and crush too.he had feelings for the older but he wasn't sure what to do at all.

the next year,he heard from another trainee myungjun that she was at bighit and he had her number because he knew duri,duri was in seoul national university and myungjun attended with her,the same classes and such.he asked duri for bitna's number and then gave it to sanha.at first she thought it was a scam until sanha sent her five selcas proving that it was yoon sanha.they began talking a lot more via texting and would go meet up at times,training sometimes blocked them but it was all okay.she knew that he would most definitely debut before her,even if she ever did.they continued this for a while and before he started his webdrama and read the script,he didn't want his first kiss taken by someone else and so he called her.and it pretty much went like this :

SANHA : so noona i have to kiss someone else for the drama
SANHA : it's gonna be my first kiss
SANHA : i don't want to do it bcus i don't like her that way
BITNA : uhuh and?
SANHA : can i be honest with you bit noona?
BITNA : sure sanha
SANHA : i'd rather
BITNA : rather what?
SANHA : have my first kiss taken by you *blushes*

he then later kissed her leaving her blushing and speechless and until then,they still hung out like usual.it wasn't skinny love and they weren't dating.they'd say that they are just friends but often it's weird,sanha and bitna.who know what they are.

 

     

 YOU RESEMBLE AROMATIC COFFEE,YOU MAKE MY EYES TWINKLE AND MOOD GO UP 

 
EXPLAINING BITNA AND SANHA : sanha and bitna aren't dating nor are in a skinny love phrase,they both own feelings for each other but have never said anything.sanha's always been curious and wants to know what will happen if he does this and that,he'll always ask her 'noona do you mind if i do this?' and he goes ahead.he says he's just 'experimenting' but she hates thinking it as a scientific experiment because then she feels much smaller than sanha and like a lab rat.you could call it 'testing the waters',sanha tries what he can trying to see her reactions.he does what he wants around,he wants to see what happens around and see how it ends up.his curiousity can get the best of him and it'd be weird at times,most of the time bitna doesn't like it.he'd kiss her in different ways,their relationship is not ual.if he does anything that's looking to be ual or anything of it,bitna would always push him and refuse.she does love the younger and care for him but she's really unsure about it,they both are unsure of each other's feeling and not wanting to be awkward,they hardly ever ask.bitna's not fond of it as she feels smaller and even more disliked by sanha.she knows the boundaries and the limits and she knows what they can't do but never knows what they can do.he knows what they can do but never what they can't.

 

last words.

comments/suggestions » hey there,i hope you like bitna!i know she's probably what you didn't expect for the slacker plotline but i think it sort of suits doesn't it? dude compared to everyone this is like the saddest so you'll probably hate me incase you wanted this story to be light-hearted,but all these things are pretty common and south korea is known to have well terrible driving.and you can't really write crack with her so i guess bitna's quite a bad character.like idek anymore /sighs/ and also,the netizen's comments,some of them are actual netizen comments about bts's rapmonster and some are about other idols too,so don't be offended because i think myungeun is one of the prettier members of lovelyz.also did i say i love baby soul,i would've used her but you know the comments on jin when she was called the ugliest member in lovelyz? the fact that everyone else doesn't have a love interest is worrying the shiitaki mushrooms out of me.

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scene requests »

  CHOO AT HONGDAE EYE TRICK MUSEUM  and they all giggle and shiz because of all the things and get lost in the mirror maze and complain on how expensive it was,then they all can get street food.
  CHOO ON HELLO COUNSELOR  let them all judge on how weird people are e n e,it could just be a choo special or a bighit special ft.bts and choo but only some of them
 
 BITNA CUTTING HER HAIR  like how myungeun cut her hair after a while,let bitna cut her hair like that and then people start complimenting her hair ;;

 

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kyungslays
#1
s CREAMS IT S SANHA
calmjong #2
screams bc i saw my name getting mentioned in your review rip
arigatoman
#3
[+ 98, – 152] how can people even like her,she doesn't even look one bit pretty

cries. did you get inspired from jeong's bloom's app because me too omg i'm