How many nights have you spent praying to God that He brings him back to you?
How many tears have you spilt over men who simply discarded you?
How often did you lie to yourself when you said you wouldn’t pick up his call?
Did you stare at your mirror again picking yourself apart?
Did you eat this morning?
Or today at all?
Did you in that little gut when he passed you by?
Pouted your lips so that he’d notice?
How many drinks did you put yourself to bed with?
How many men have you denied because your soul yearns for the one that’s gone?
How many arms did you wind up in to forget him?
Did you forget to forgive yourself again? Allowed your flaws to overcome you again?
Pretended to be the picture he planted in his mind? Have you lost yourself, girl?
It’s okay.
Find yourself, girl.
Forgive yourself, girl.
Let yourself heal.
It’ll be okay.