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Hello Everyone!

   It is me, volleyballcrizz, and it's been a while since I've written anything on AFF so I thought I'd fill you in on my latest struggles and shenanigans. First off I'll start with the name of my game, volleyball! So in case you could deduce this, I am a volleyball player. I'm a middle blocker so I'm one of the really tall girls by the net. Since school season is over, it's time for club season! I don't know if I ever actually published this, but school season was a struggle for me. I wrote a lot to vent anger but it's getting better now that we're in off season. So during my school season (I go to a 6A high school in one of the hardest athletic districts in Texas), I never really felt accepted, I guess. I was the only freshman on varsity and the last freshman to make varsity was our senior captain four years prior. Naturally, I was kind of  brushed off because I was a freshman and I had a very outlandish personality (I mean my entertainment stems from a country half way across the world in a languge I can't speak). The other girls were very social and quite popular with the boys, but I prefered to stay to myself with my close friends. I wonder if those girls ever found out that all of their 'friends' also were throwing the most shade at them. Aside from the social aspect, I still had to get used to the high speed of the game at this level and I guess they were mad because I didn't know already. It's just frustrating when you do your best and try to be nice, but they still feel the need to push you aside. It also didn't help that I beat out upperclassmen for an All District Honorable Mention, but then again, that was the day that I realized I was a bad and it was time I stopped letting people treat me like I wasn't equal to them.

  BUT NOW I AM SUPER HAPPY WITH MY CLUB TEAM! They are so nice to me and treat me like I'm an actual person with feelings! Not to mention that they are the best team I've ever played with skill-wise. This is an open division team, so I mean it when I say that we're really good. Downside is, I have to drive an hour to get there... That's the stressful part, I get worried I might not have enough time for school work. But I've managed to make everything work and I'm happy for the most part. And for all my lovely readers and subscribers to 'Ruined', I'm going to try to do the third chapter soon. I've had lots of class work and I've got exams in a couple days! Pretty freaked out about that so wish me luck y'al!!

Now I have some questions for you guys.

Who do you ship Jimin from BTS with? I'm on the fence with Jikook and Yoonmin. Only because Jungkook neglects my Chim Chim's love.ㅠ.ㅠ

Bye for now!
 

~volleyballcrizz