Take a look; have I expressed myself?

My words are like knives,
you say.
Do they make your cold heart hurt?
I’ve made you cold,
you say.
Was there warmth in the start?
Ah, I’m such a horrible person
with no heart,
or love to offer in it.
I’m made of stone;
and don’t you run away.
It’s your fault
that I’m like this too.
What if death won’t put me to rest?
What if afterlife is cruel to me?
Even if I die,
the world will still turn.

Even when I’m gone,
you would still suffer.
Even when you’re gone,
your cold words would still echo
in my heart.

Because I dress in pink,
do they think I’m fine?

If I dress in black,
would they know what’s wrong?

 I’m cruel
you’re cruel too.
I’m scared
you’re scared too.

I see fear in your trembling cruelty.
I see you through.
Like mother,
like daughter.

 

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zZSleepyHead #1
Oooooo tttt. Last stanza was great. I really love that "like mother/like daughter". Hope all goes well sooner or later. It's not always going to be this way. <3
sleepingprince
#2
Its sad but its well written. I hope.everything will be fine soon. Stay strong and never give up
itheroll
#3
this a sad one : ' (
daejae-bap #4
This reminds me of Estella from Great Expectations perhaps directed to Miss Havisham