I feel terrible.

Wae?

Because my dongsaeng has been asking me to join this RP he's part of. I want to, believe me-but I'm so shy around new people and they seem so cool and nice and it's like asdfghjkl wae am I such a coward?
And he's been asking me repeatedly and I've been giving him half-assed answers like "Mm..." Or "Nah..." 

ON TOP OF THAT

I recently just updated my fic "The Skirt" which is a vhopekook . I got a lot of feedback which was incredibly good asf, but then I feel bad because I have some more stories I need to update. And ofc, I know people have worse problems than me but I can't help but think the chapter I posted up was half-assed as well, due to the fact that I pulled an all-nighter for it. And school is starting back up soon, which means I'll have even less time for my stories, AND my kpop manga which I was planning to show you all a trailer and its like everything now.

But yeah.

That's it.