I've mentioned this a few times before, but no one ever responded so I guess I'm gonna keep doing these blog posts periodically until I do find a coauthor?

I have a lot of things I need to do next year because I'm gonna be a second semester junior in high school and it's only now that I realize just how badly I've ed up and how important it is that I get my together and start trying much, much harder in school if I'm going to bring my grades up so that my entire academic career won't be completely ruined.  I'm still going to be writing to relieve stress and so I have something else to do with my life besides study all the time, but I'm mostly going to be focusing on my other fics, namely Hidden in the Shadows, ILYPBS, and possibly Fluffy Drabbles (ft. Super Junior) and Chromebooks if I have time.  There's also some other fics that I want to write but haven't had the time to think more about yet.

However, as I've also mentioned in the past, I'm honestly almost out of ideas for one of my other fics, The Vagabond and The Playboy.  I started TVTP for a writing contest a long time ago but I ended up dropping out of the contest because I couldn't finish in time and I was simply out of ideas.  I'm still out of ideas and it's been that way for a while... I could start the fic back up if I really tried and I hate the idea of giving up on a fic, but I've just lost interest in TVTP and I've lost pretty much all my motivation to work on it.

*coughs* slight spoiler?  not really though?

As you can probably tell from the foreword and the story tags, this fic was supposed to be masterxslave and there was supposed be and and yah... but the thing is, I've noticed that over time I've just lost interest in shipping idols together for some reason, whether it be or yuri or straight ships.  I've also lost a lot of interest in reading and writing because all the ones that I've read all followed similar plotlines and it didn't appeal to me as much anymore.  As for ... I don't even know why I wanted to write about at the time.  I never intended to glorify in any way and the fic was actually supposed to talk about ways to recover from and things like that, but I can't bring myself to write about anymore, or in general because I've lost interest.  Also, I've never actually been too interested in reading or writing masterxslave fics, but at the time I kinda wanted to challenge myself by writing something I didn't really like writing so I could develop more as a writer... O.o

Even though I'm reluctant to just abandon a fic like this, a pretty big part of me wants to forget about TVTP and just move on and write the fics I do want to write.  I might come back to this fic years later and make an effort to bring it back, but the chances of that aren't that likely.  Please comment below or message me if you're interested in being a coauthor (or better yet, taking over this fic entirely) or if you know someone who might be interested ^^