Why Has It Been So Long?
Hello everyone. I don't know how many people read this, and I don't particularly care. I suppose those that will take the time to read this will care about why I have been gone for so long (because I consider two months long). Anyway, I forced myself to take time away from my writing and take a personal hiatus becuase of my health. While at college I work a job that requires me work over 32 hours a week while being a full time student taking six classes. That's a lot of work and a lot of school pilled on top of it. I was averaging around 3 hours a night of sleep and I barely remembered, or had time to eat.
On top of all of these unfortunate events, there was a school shooting a few months ago in the United States. If you live here you might have heard of it; it was at a community college in Oregon. One of the students that was shot and killed was my cousin and it took a hard toll on me. I am used to death, I have dealt with it a lot, but her going in that way really hit me hard. I was unable to bring myself to write anything after it happened. My creative juices just stopped, and I don't really blame them. It threw me back into a depression loop that I have been fighting since I was in Intermediate School. Depression is a scary thing to deal with sometimes, and writing stories was a big outlet for me.
Cuurently, I am getting better with the short holiday break I have between semesters. I am getting the help I need and I even signed up to take therapy session to help sort out my thoughts. I hope to be writing again for you all really soon. Not only does it help me, but I get enjoyment out of it and I hope to give you all the enjoyment of updates once again.
If you took the time to read this, thank you so very much for understanding and remember that I am still here. I love you all and writting about my beloved OTP very much.
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