i have this huge struggle where i have so many fic ideas, but i find it so hard to write them. and it's not that i don't have any motivation, it's just literally hard for me to describe certain scenes, and then for other scenes i can put into so many words that i lose myself by the end of it bc i made it too long. and then sometimes, i feel too lazy to write it, even though i want to write it.

pls help

/rolls off a cliff/

it's 3:30 a.m. here in jersey why am i still up