being alone in one corner, being in darkness, being far away

is this really me?

i always draw a line between you and me because i'm afraid that when you leave me i'll get hurt so much.....

if i didn't draw a line and got close with you then i hurt you or you hurt me and there is no limit

i'm afraid that one of us can be hurt so badly while the other one can't do anything to ease the pain

hurt,hurt,hurt a hurt that cause pain,pain,pain

 just like blackrabbit i keep on pushing people away,

and himiwari a girl that was never found

we're in the same boat

all i wish is you to understand me and that's all

"i'm sorry if i hurt you.. please... i don't want to lose a friend i've been all alone now i just want to be understand... everything has it reason if only i knew that reason and explain it to you.... then if you really insist then fine leave.. it's ok cause first of all since we met i already say my farewell....and i'm used to be alone in one corner which is full of darkness far away from you..."