I know that many of you are angry with me right now but that doesn't matter to me because my great grandfather is sick. He is the only grandparent I knew besides my deceased great grandmother who we lost at the beginning of the year in January. I went to the hospital to see her hooked up to machines lying on a bed basically brain dead and still haunts me to this day. The death of her anniversary is coming up and my ggf is ready to give up living because he doesn't have her by his side. And to make things worse he lives in another state with a horrible woman who calls herself his daughter, oh wait, she's so angry at him because he didn't raise her even though he made sure that she had everything that she needed, just to punish him. I will eventually live with the fact that I will not see him before he leaves this side of life.

Plus if people on this site expect you to write everyday when everyone has their life to live something is wrong. No one expect people write every. I know that I don't. Things happen in life. And besides that, I write because I love to write. Reading and writing got me through a lot of things growing up. Especially bullying. I was bullied since I was four years of age. And one time when I was in secondary school, my teacher decided it was a good idea to see which of my classmates liked me or had dislike for me. She split them up on either side of the classroom. Only one person stood at my side, the rest of the hated me. No one will ever understand how I truly felt in that moment. I just recently told my own mother about it because it still haunts me.

If it wasn't reading and writing, and God, I don't know where'd I be right now. So please don't think that I write to please anyone. If I did that I would forget why I love writing in the first place and I don't want to do that.

I'm sorry for the rant for all of you who are understanding of my situation. My ggf's sickness is not an excuse to write by the way. I intend to write and complete all of stories. The teacher will be updated this weekend for those of you who are waiting for it. Thank you reading this long rant. I know it's annoying and I'm very sorry for that. Love you guys.