I was working on "Will You Love Me, Even If Im Not Perfect", and honestly it gave me so much feels. The chapter is fairly long and I have to keep going back to reread the whole thing, making edits and adding additional details to make the story transition smoothly. I must have spent hours on the first chapter so far, and only less than half of it completed, with errors that still need to be fixed. Im really excited to show it to you guys. 

Then I realized that my main priority right now waas "Lets Take It Up A Notch", and decided to stop and go back to my original fanfic. I had to reread my work to set the mood, and honestly..the feels are so different. Like how do I transition from an angsty, intense, heart clenching story...to a loving, playful, and ty one? The change is honestly too much ahahaha. I had no choice but to go "ahhh...these stories really are different."

Its funny because even though Notch' was my first fanfic, I have nothing planned for the future chapters so far. I dont know how many chapters there will be, and no outline bulleted. I know fairly how to plot will go and what scenes I want to write, but its all unorganized at this point. No physical draft. On the other hand, 'Im not Perfect' is completely outlined. I know how many chapters there will be and I have a clear vision of how this story will go. 'Im not Perfect' is a LOT longer and more complicated than 'Notch', yet for some reason there is more progress on it xD 

Ahh...I shouldn't be like this. 

I will try and focus on Notch so that I can give readers a good story. My priorities are always swapping like this. Sorry. 

Lately, I've been contemplating whether or not to give a sneak peek of '-Im Not Perfect'. Should I? Or Should I wait to show you everything and then BABAAM! 

Mmm...we'll see. 

Last note: I was thinking that so far I have a fanfic with numerous short chapters (or will have at least), and a story which is very lengthy but split into only 9 chapters. My first fanfic I am trying to practice and fluff writing, while my second chapter I want to try and expand or start on angst. I have ideas for my third fanfic, but considering how Im still a new writer I want to try to do many styles to see which one I am best at. Therefore, my third fanfic which will be after "Im Not Perfect" will probably be a oneshot. Its all "maybe's" right now. What do you guys think? Do you like reading oneshots? 

Does anyone even read author's blogs? Haha asking questions like that..

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