Last year in this time around I was having my heartbreak of my life of which I didn't share to anyone. I was so confused back then. I just confessed to my "crush" and she said she likes me too. Then days after that I suddenly knew that there was this one boy who likes her and want to get through her. And the next days her "past" came back and all of them were like this guy or this guy and I was like..so hurt. I don't know what to do, how to act and all in front of everybody even my friends and her when they started to talk about that.

They were teasing them and I was like..."oh she likes him"and I just started to keep breaking inside every singletime. But I had acted my way through that year.

Though...there was a negative effect on me because of that. My grades got lower for that period. And I was so frustrated.

And now..the same thing is happening to the boy who liked her before last year. He seems to like her again this year and she seems to like him too. But then there's another boy who likes her. And who seems to be getting through her. And now, he's like so sad. I can feel his sadness radiating through his eyes and body. 

It's just really...painful..I guess. Not knowing what to do because you don't know what just happened when the person who seems to like you started liking another person in a sudden.