OMG.

I'm going to Korea.

I'm going to be teaching in Korea.

You know, despite the teaching certificate I now hold in my hands, I'm terrified.

What if I'm far from adequate? What if they think I'm crap? What if I can't stand in front of the kids? What if I realise it was all a mistake? What if I can't take it? What if I'm homesick within the first week? What if... what if...

I've been unemployed for almost two months, waiting for this opportunity, and now that it's at hands' reach I think I'm getting paralysed.

Good God... what am I getting myself into?

On the other hand, I'm so freaking excited!