Progress

I don't buy my diapers in the small town I live in. I go to the next city over and buy them there. Sometimes if I happen to be even further away, I buy them.

It's like I'm buying drugs or some other contraband. I'm all nervous and sweating, watching for people I know, trying to get out of the store without anyone noticing I'm buying adult diapers.

Today I said "oh well" and just bought them. I was a little cautious but I wasn't scared. I wasn't terrified. Who cares what I wear under my clothes? I mean, I would wonder if I saw someone I knew buying adult diapers, but that's because I'm a DL.

I'm a bit proud of myself for this progress. I have nothing to be ashamed of. Sure, I'd be embarrassed if someone I knew found out, but it's not the end of the world. Some people drink beer to relax, I wear diapers. =p

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babygreenlizard #1 Nov 30, 2015 16:06:13

Congrats! That's great!

_Tachyon_ #2 Nov 28, 2015 22:48:07

thats great congrats pachi

luhans-vaqina #3 Nov 28, 2015 22:25:47

dang son, i hope one day ill have the courage to get some of my own too lol

LalalaNoona #4 Nov 28, 2015 22:18:34

Omg congrats! I absolutely understand what you mean! I have bought near home, and even at a friend's supermarket, but I think they assumed they were for my grandparents. I was asked about them once thou. When buying kids size, I had to say my dog ran out of diapers x_x Either way, I'm super happy you finally got to buy them without all the anxiousness of traveling towns. Enjoy them~

hellokpoplove #5 Nov 28, 2015 20:22:14

I know how you feel. Sometimes I have terrible anxiety just buying pads or tampons and most women use those so.... online shopping is great :)

Manunulat #6 Nov 28, 2015 20:13:55

Hooray! Progress is good! ^_^

faeriemythc #7 Nov 28, 2015 18:45:54

:) <3 good for you!!!!!

pokopori #8 Nov 28, 2015 18:20:39

Embarrassed and ashamed are two different things in my opinion :) I'd be embarrassed to wake up with drool on my face but certainly not ashamed cause it happens. I'd be embarrassed burping in front of people but certainly not ashamed cause it happens. I would be embarrassed buying tampons and pads but most certainly not ashamed cause it is what it is. I would, however, be ashamed of lying to my friends and family. I would be ashamed of stealing. I would be ashamed of hurting someone intentionally for my own gain. Because those are all things I could, to an extent, control. Needing adult diapers? Sure, might be a tad embarrassing if someone you knew saw you... but shameful? Most certainly not.