Insecurities

Hey guys, Happy Thanksgiving! I wanted to blog today about a huge insecurity I have. haha blogging about this on Thanksgiving, oh well. I always understood on a basic, theoretical level why people had insecurities, but never really understood it because I didnt know I had any. As I think to myself everyday, I find myself complety repulsed, maybe even discusted by something about my physical appreance. I dont struggle with weight problems or anything like that, or anorexia or stuff like that. My insecurity is about my height. I feel completyly weak and powerless against it. I watched this youtube video where someone was talking about the body image problems they faced. He said he didnt feel comfortable changing himself because it made him unhappy. He said if something about yourself does make you unhappy, then change it. But the thing is I cant change my height, Im stuck small and pathetic. Being small does not make me happy. I wish there was something I could do to change it, but there isnt. I tried stetching, drinking milk, praying, but nothings been working. I dont know how to explain it but I feel so weak. I feel so small next to everyone. I am 17 years old but I feel like Im not being taken seriously. There is nothing I can do about it. I wish I could just be up to the level of everyone else. Can I at least be on the level of an adult? Does anyone have any tips? Anything new I could try? It might seem like a stupid insecurity, but to me it's not. It is so serious to me. Like how someone who has weight insecurities, this is my insecurity. Except there is little to nothing I can do to change it. And that hurts me.

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