hi guysssss, if theres someone who is reading this

I know u dont know me, but im just going to be writing wht im feeling right now. I just need to let it out because it makes me uncomfortable.

So, i have to take my exam again on thursday. I messed up my paper and i have to take it again in order to proceed with my studies. Im not really into the subject but yolo.

Well, heres the problem. If u have anxiety, like me, maybe u can feel me. If u dont, u might say it is just a normal thing a student went through.

Ok, im already over thinking how worried i am about the exam. So thats great. But u see, i have to go to a new school since i messed up pretty bad in my old school. So heres where the anxiety comes.

 I dont know why, sometimes i feel im going to be fine but then i feel like im going to be a total loser. What if i am alone there? What if people look down on me? What if they think im a weirdo? What if i fall down in the middle of the crowd? I HATE THESE WHAT IFS BUT I CANT STOP. i cant fall asleep for weeks because of these thoughts and im just so, scared. Of nothing. I know its nothing big or serious but im just, i dont know. I just dont know.