Before I start writing this blog of mine. I just want to ask you guys a question that is somehow related to my dream. DO DREAMS DO COME TRUE? :( 

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So I know that you guys already know the departure of our two boys which are Kibum and Alexander. I dreamt of Kibum and Kevin along with their co-members. We were on a dark and a hard-to-determine place, I guess it was a hotel or something like that. I was with them in my dream.

I saw U-KISS walking without Alexander and Eli, I found out that Kibum was there so I decided to head over him and talk with him.  But unfortunately, I did a distinct move, I hugged him tight and the members around us were crying. I was crying while cuddling him, my voice was too weak to be perceived. I can't see the other members, they were gone, only me with Kibum and Kevin were left behind.  The thing that I only saw was a white back ground, it was a little bit fuzzy on the place. 

I was still cuddling Kibum and telling him that he shouldn't have left U-KISS. I can still remember the statement that I told him: "Oppa. Please don't leave us. Please." I was begging, my body was still attached against his, I can hear Kevin's pitiful voice over his weeping. Kibum then pushed me away from him and continued his headway a distant away from us. :( I chased him and cuddled him again, stopping him from walking away again from us, my tears kept running onto my meek face.

My nails were stupidly digging his back. I was cuddling him narrowly but he was too vigorous to push me again. At that time, I had no chance to stop him again, I can't move my feet, it seemed like something was occlusioning me from chasing him. All I saw was light, a white back ground until... 

I felt my mother's strong hands concussing me and waking me up from my dream. :/ Yes. It was just a tearful dream that made my body feel even weaker. I feel so frailed. As soon as I woke up, a tear rolled down on my wakeful face, I can feel my heart shattering into pieces and my blood scattering in every part of the floor. Cracks of my broken heart. :< 

So yeah. It was just a stupid dream of mine. I miss Kibum and Alexander. I miss everything, I want them back. D: I've been crying for almost 5-7 days because of their recession. I'm still depressed. I'm not trying to forget them because I will die if i do. The pain inside my heart will stay forever. =(

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Rose. ♥