hah! i wrote that i will continue my previous post. and here it is. what a long time. two years! :p

sooooo, still talking about this Dongho guy. seriously though,  i have not been into kpop lately. but habits are hard to kill you know. i found myself gradually listening to their songs from time to time, but not as frequently as before. (even right now. :p) 

yeah let's get back to the main topic. 

Dongho is getting married. i bet you all already know. he keeps making me shocked with his decision. like, when he's leaving Ukiss, and then now he is going to end his single life! yet he's just too young. at least for me. 

but whatever my opinions or others' don't matter. it's his own life. and i respect him for that. not caring what people will judge, because as a matter of fact you are living your very own life not someone else's. 

oh now that i remember, Sungmin from Super Junior had also ended his single life. i was literally screamed my lungs out when i heard the news. but nevertheless i wish him happines in his life. 

suddenly remember how hard i became his fan early in 2010. that was such a long time ago! :D

how time flies. and how mature i have become. 

at some point i thought to myself, this is useless. what am i doing is absolute pointless. this will lead me to nowhere but i was weak against my own self. thus, i kept drowning back. unable to grab something to hold, to keep my sanity. that i am living the reality. 

i had also try to make myself loathe what i used to love. i kept finding excuse to hate everything about this. but i know the best that i can't. 

and here i am, drawing a vivid line between my reality and this whole thing. i am sane enough not to over the limits. 

moderation is my most priority. and i hope to all of you too. 

p/s: i can guarantee that most of you won't be able to comprehend what i'm trying to say. it's okay.