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-how many times a day are you on aff?

in days I have class, once, but that one time lasts hours...

-designing or writing or reading? all three?

I'm writing in AFF as a way to go out of my comfort zone (I write originals and non-fics in another site), I design sometimes but I don't show it to others, I read a lot, from manga to fanfics to old books

-how would you handle sasaengs if you were an Anti-Sasaeng Bodyguard for EXO. They get ually harrassed the most these days. How do you feel about this?

An anti-sasaeng bodyguard? I would probably force them to stay away at a safe distance, but if I was just any other anti-sasaeng fan, I'd talk to them about their insensitivity (I usually talk nicely, but I have a sharp tongue once I lose my cool)

-if your life was a fanfiction. which genre would you want it to be?

I would want it to be... if it ended while I was in high school, I'd want it to be fluff, if it ended while I was in college, I'd want it to be drama, if it ended in my early working years, romcom plus drama with a bit of angst, if it ended in my late years, I'd want it to be a tragedy but at the same time not a tragedy (IDK how to explain without making it extremely long)

-male lead or second lead?

Well, more than half the time, the second lead is the one I prefer (examples: JB and Mark I choose Mark, Jackson and Mark I choose Mark, Mark and Chanyeol I choose Chanyeol)

-do you like it better when idols in stories are not like themselves or the opposite where they are the same?

I like stories that show realistic "what would your idols life be like outside the public's eye" (or something like that)
I honestly like both, but I don't like it when it's so opposite that it's practically someone entirely different with the same name
 

-Did you cry or were you affected when Kris, Luhan, and Tao left Exo?

I never liked EXO until this year (yay for internet friends and Jackson wang Roommate connecting to Chanyeol) because I tend to stay away from things that are too mainstream and back then I thought EXO was just popular. Around July though, I started watching old EXO videos and started liking Luhan more but  when I realized he had left, I was pretty bummed out.
Besides that, I don't think I was affected. I sometimes want to scream 'HEY KRIS, COME BACK TO SM ENT. FOR AMBER, YOU PRICK" cause I ship them hard.
 

-You think Lay will leave too? Fans keep accusing him of disloyalty. How do you feel about this?

Disloyalty? Lay not leaving as soon as Tao did is loyal enough, in my opinion. If he wants to leave, that'd , but it's better than creating a war within EXO and tearing the entire group apart in a harsh manner, right?

-Are you feeling some type of way right now?

I'm feeling... many things.
My new guidance counselor resigned due to health reasons but wants to meet up with me and my best friend because we're close and I sort of feel bad.
I'm feeling crazy cause I got into Seventeen, BTS, Monsta X, and Teen Top at around the same time (so many names)
I'm feeling like my head's gonna explode cause I haven't slept in 57 hours (I had a three hour nap somewhere in between, but still)
I'm going ballistic over Seventeen's Weekly Idol episode 1 (I wanted to see Woozi do it though)
I'm also feeling sad 'cause GOT7's coming to my country in a few days and I can't go plus I can't go to One OK Rock's concert either
 

-Kai gets called 'walking '. How you feel about that?

I don't really mind if it was just within fanfiction but if people say that out loud... I think calling him "y as " would at least be more decent.  I have a friend I like to avoid when EXO is a topic because when we get to Kai, she's always like "I ing wanna his abs and him like and he's so ing hot, when other fans talk about him I'm like ' he's mine, ' " and yes, she has curses in every sentence... it's disturbing to hear in real life...

-If Baekhyun turned into burnt bacon under the son after you rubbed oil on him would you still love him?

Question is though... do I love Baekhyun to begin with?
Kidding, kidding... Of course I would. I'm always character/personality first before anything else
 

-Lay's is a high unicorn.

I do not understand

-Kyungsoo or Satansoo?

I still do not understand

-Chanyeol is __________________

scary looking at first glance but extremely cute and he's really caring and kind

-Sehun is __________________________

I am still confused between Sehun and Suho. I'm new here

-Suho is ___________________________

again, I'm new here

-Chen is __________________________

cute and for some reason makes me think of a cute alien that attempted and failed to look like Chanyeol
seriously though, I'm not even technically in the EXO fandom
 

-rapmon or suga?

Rapmon

-what about j-hope?

he's okay. I don't know much about him

-jimin's abs are ______________

unexpectedly nice, makes me forget how to breathe (cause he has a cute face with a hot body. Reminds me a bit of Junho of 2PM, yes I'm into 2PM...)

-kookie, jungkook, or golden Maknae?

that depends. Talking about/to him I'd go for Jungkook, Kookie is strictly for member x member fanfics, in my opinion, and golden Maknae is confusing for me

-V or Taehyung?

I like both. It depends on my mood

-Jin's not the visual for me. Agree or disagree?

Agree. I think it should be V or Jungkook. Jin isn't all that, in all honesty

-MONSTAX's 'Hero' is good. Have you listened to it?
Yep. I liked it a lot, specially the rooftop mv one, but I prefer Rush and Insane (wait... is Insane still Monsta X? I'm confused... On an unrelated note, I think it's ectremely awkward to say 'Monsta X' out loud)

-f(x) Amber should be given more lines. 

IMO she has the best singing voice. She should be more active solo

-B.A.P is coming back! How you feel about that?

great. I got into them while they were on their hiatus so I thought they'd never come back and I didn't bother getting to know about the members.

-Wet, wet, I need an umbrella~ wet wet wet baby wet wet babayyyyyy

I just keep thinking about the argument in What  The Pineapple about "Bang-ah" and "Bang-ya"

-Will you show me your face?

no

-Well why not?

I have insecurities

-Because you think you're ugly? You're beautiful!

you haven't seen me yet. Okay I won't deny, I have good facial features, but that gets warped by my unaligned jaws, dark skin, and bushy eyebrowns, plus fat)

-SEVENTEEN are so talented!

yes

-Joshua or Hong Jisoo?

Jisoo because one of my close friend's brother is named Joshua and my best friend and I used to like (LIKE) him but he turned into an so now we hate him and saying "I love you Joshua" or "Joshua is so cool" makes everyone in my group of friends want to puke, even though more than half of them don't even know kpop besides EXO

-Did it take you longer to memorize EXO or SVT's members names?

I haven't memorized either, but I'm concentrating on Seventeen

-what do you think aff needs?

uuuh... a way for me to not see updates whenever someone subscribes, cause subscribers scare me

-which story of yours would you publish?

publish??

-do you cherish your work/artwork?

I cherish my writing outside of fanfiction... I'm more into poetry and descriptive writing without dialogue, honestly.

-spoon or fork? KNIFE.

depends on my mood and what I'm eating. Usually spoon though

-everytime i see 666 i think the devil's right behind me giving me a sign. how do you feel about that number?

I think it's unlucky and would step away from whatever has that but I wouldnt be scared

I have given up capitalizing some of my letters because I'm getting sleepy

-romcom or angst?

depends. Straight? Romcom. Member to member? hardcore fluff. member to member again? [M] Angst. Straight [M]? Only if it's Got7 am I ever gonna allow either one. but going back... I think romcom... (?)

-psychological thrillers or horror?

neither, but if I absolutely had to choose, I'd choose psychological thrillers

-what ingredients do you need for a kickass, amazeballs story?

enjoyment and support

-anything funny happen right now?

I've been waiting for SVT's Weekly Idol ep 1 to load for 2 hours now... speaking of, lemme check on it. I've been answering on this blog for an hour now... CRAP I HATE MY INTERNET it stopped loading because it was paused for too long!!!!!!!!!!

-who's sitting next to you? can you poke them?

I'm alone

-did you poke them? maybe you poked air

I poked Hikaru Hitachiin

-did they poke you back?

Hikaru and Kaoru poked me with an extra hundred thousand pokes

-are you living?

Yes

-this is long right?

a bit

-well i want to get to know you but i'm shy..

that's okay because I don't know how to initiate conversations

-because you seem interesting.

...

-do you like your username? why do you like it?

I like it because I like liquorice but it was already taked so I did liquorandice. I like black liquorice

-silent readers are _______________

stressful to know about because I don't know if they don't like me or dont like my story

-you like your style?

in writing?? for fanfics, no. for the other stuff I write, it's okay

-which five idols would you want an with?

O_O

U-UUUH...UH.U.U...HHHHH

Chanyeol, Mark, Jackson, Jaebum, Kwangmin

-i'm dirty-minded. are you?

depends on when, but yes

-llamas.

AMBER~ <3

-alpacas.

I'm imagining Henry Lau.. idk why

-monkeys.

Chanyeol... because the ears... I think

-bunnies.

that's equivalent to [M], but that can also be equivalent to fluff imo

-Yoo Jae Suk or Kim Jong Kook?!

Yoo Jae Suk

-Gary or Ji Hyo?!

Gary

-Haha or Kwang Soo?!

Haha

-Do you know who that cast is I just listed?

Running man

-You watch dramas?

yes. I got into kpop because of kdramas (hooray for Lee Hongki, Yonghwa, Park Shinhye, Minhyuk, and many others... speaking of many others... I now realize why Monsta X sounds familiar. it's cause I once watched a drama called Monstar haha)

-How old do you feel? 

I feel like I'm 12-13 because I'm so small

-what made you smile?

when I'm having a bad day, hard rock/metal music, when I've had a good day, really upbeat kpop, when I'm having a quiet day, anything kpop

-you know at this moment, this second, this millisecond a baby has been born?

yes. our world is overpopulated

-someone also has died.

Other humans to stay happy. No one can force anyone to grieve for anything

-i didn't number these. how many do you think there are?

IDK 70?

-which seven super powers would you like to be born with?

ability to move to different dimensions, ability to change myself, controlling fire (I love fire), modifying people's memories, pausing time, ability to control my nightmares (cause every time I have one it feels too real, and half the time it has something to do with flying heavily), be able to understand and speak other languages

-someone gave you a billion dollars then ran away with it, you chased them and took it. Now your rich.

yay

-FAVORITE ACTOR/ACTRESS?

Lee Won Geun, Park Shin Hye, Jinyoung (JR of GOT7)

-Chinese or Korean?

either. I don't mind

-i don't like watermelon. what fruit do you not like?

tomatoes. I hate tomatoes.

-Humanity is ________________.

unjust

-Quote:

Everything, everyone, everywhere ends. <------ Period

-; how you feel about that?

hopefully you don't die from it

-grandma nazi or grandma butcher

idrk what you're talking about at all... "grammar"?

-what's a to you?

someone that sleeps around while knowing a relationship got/ is being/ is going to be shattered

-what's a boy to you?

that depends. if it's a fanfic, it's a uke. If it's in real life, it's a homophobic ist way of insulting someone but eitherway still a huge pain in the

-it's halloween here. are you trick-or-treating tonight?

I didn't even know it was already halloween until the day after when people started posting photos on FB

-or staying home and handing out candy?

locking myself up in my room without sleeping

-WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE CANDY OF ALL TIME?

Every flavour beans, liquorice, candy corn, jaw breakers, taffy, bubble gum

-Do you like chocolate?

depends... I like dark chocolate best

-sweaty palms, sweaty face, or sweaty head

sweaty palms. it's cute, even though it seems awkward.

-oily hair or oily face

Oily hair cause sometimes a bit of oily hair is good

-a whale or a dolphin

dolphin because HARU!!!!!!!!! FREEEEEEEEE IWATOBI SWIM CLUB

-mermaids are _____________

not mermaids, it's Haru the mackarel-human

-i can't stand ______________________

extremely constantly annoying things. One time the antagonist to a kdrama was so consistent and annoying I accidentally punched my laptop...

-i wish __________________________

that I could go to Korea or Japan or just get myself kpop official merch

-what do you want for you birthday?

I wanna celebrate it with Jaebum cause mine's the day after his... or keeping it realistic I want to have a new phone or at least a portable music player cause mines broken

-what if i gave it to you?

I would hug you

-how do you feel after answering these?

Like I just underwent therapy

-what do you think of yourself?

hah

-are you a bully?

I used to be bullied from kinder to 4th grade so now even though I don't mean it some of my actions came from being bullied so some people misunderstand my affection or trying to fit in as bullying

-do you like ____________?

girls? yes and no.

-finish this sent

ence.

-dad is_____________

selfish

-family is _______________________

broken

-siblings are _________________

innocent yet not given happiness

-mom is ___________________

away from me, with my brother

-appreciate youself. love yourself.

if you cant do this you cant do anything

-live, laugh ______________

love and cry

-why are farts funny?

because it's real and unplanned

-are you a _____________

girl? yes

-bye!

goodnight... im tired