Have you ever felt like...you're just tired? 

Emotionally tired and lonely? 

Like you don't wanna talk to anyone after saying hello or hi. It's like you have your own world...again. Honestly, I've been feeling that way the past few days or weeks or maybe months. I don't know. Maybe that's why I was so busy with the games I played, maybe it's because I was lonely? Maybe I just wanted to meet other people through online games. And guess what? It worked for a while. I played because I missed my social life. My bestfriends are in another country, I have a few friends at work but two of my favorite co workers left (one found another job and the other one was fired). Apparently, we don't hang out as much as before anymore. I don't even like talking to others anymore. I don't even talk that much to the guy whom I used to really like. I mean, we work on the same days but we have different duties so we barely see or talk to each other now. And then that's it. I was lonely, and then I found a game and another game. I met people online and they're people from my country. I have to admit that I still find it easier to get along with people from my country, in my language (which isn't English). Then about two weeks ago, I decided to stop playing because something suddenly hit me. "Where is my social life?" "Where is everyone?" And "why am I being like this?"

Everytime I start liking and hanging around with someone, something happens and they leave. Anyway, I've stopped hanging out with anyone. That's why I'm writing this now, because I finally realized that after Eating too much today, I may be depressed or just tired lol. 

I just have to type this all. Then I'll keep on smiling tomorrow. I'll forget about this and hang out again- 

I can't wait for Halloween. And My birthday. Then christmas. And of course, I can't wait to go back to school.

I probably just miss home, Philippines. I miss Philippines. And I miss going to school. But I have to be optimistic since a new year is coming. It's not like I'm gonna keep on working without going to school right. Lol

Yes! 

Tomorrow... 

Or today will be better than yesterday. I know it. I'll be happy again starting today and the following days!

Everyone should be happy. Don't be sad. Let's live our life to the fullest! :D 

Oh yeah, I'm done with the drama lol