No words need to be said. I truly am unpredictable. The reason is, remember Shrek's quote : Onions have layers. Ogres have layers. Except, I too have layers. And I'm pretty sure I'm not normal for this matter. I have certain things about me that seem normal, but I can proudly say for 100% I'm not. And surprises keep poppin up all the time and I'm just here thinking that, "Hey~I'm one weird person." Fine by me, really. I can't control how I look or sound and sometimes react. I probably could but choose not to. So because I'm so unpredictable, I'm going to listen 50 Unpredictable things I found about myself within the last month:

1. I have a bladder issue. I need to constantly pee. (Great start :))

2. I am geared towards people I shouldn't be geared toward, according to my horoscope.

3. If I stay up at night, it's pretty reasonable as to why. 

4. I feel better waking up at 4 am instead of 5 am. I don't know. I"m abnormal. 

5. I tend to talk a lot. I knew I did initially, but it never really hit me. 

6. I'm impatient. In a way, I suppose. But I can be. 

7. I remember certain things, I didn't think I'd remember. I, for some reason, knew what diffusion was out of the blue. I've been studying too hard. 

8. I use meme lingo. A little too much. 

9. As much as I like the term painting, I hate painting. Seriously. I'd tell you if I was in an actual good mood. 

10. I'm supposedly awkward and cute. I don't know. I do things with reason. So, I don't know. Wait, that's contradicting. AND I SWEAR I DON'T THINK I'M CUTE. I THINK I'M JUST SOME AWKARD HUMAN BEING. OR ALIEN. I DON'T FEEL HUMAN. HONESTLY, I THINK ALL OF YOU ARE ROBOTS TRYING TO KILL ME. 

11. The internet is too powerful, but at the same time not powerful enough. The struggles to find a jdrama, and then try to find the specific episode. WITHOUT ENGLISH SUBS. THE STRUGGLE.

12. Snapchat is stupid. I said it. Snapchat used to drive my life. And I hated myself for it. So I deleted my account. But I have a new one. But I only have like 2 friends on there, and I only use it when I'm EXTREMELY BORED.

13. Mr. Roger's is my jam. 

14. I think too much about the wrong things. Meaning I'm focused on the wrong things. Like now. As I write this, I have a whole ton of homework. But, I honestly could use this time to sleep. 

15. I always have a go to word. Meaning, I might be saying: hey hey hey or maen or idk. 

16. I really dislike myself, but at the same time I like myself. Like I like certain parts of me and I hate other parts. But it's natural. With an e. So, naturale. 

17. I learned that, there's a difference between feeling lonely and actualy being alone. 

18. I learned how cool my dad and my mom actually is. They're pretty cool. And they let me go to places where some people can't get to as easily. 

19. I learned how every decision leads up to another path, it's pretty scary.

20. That some friends aren't forever, and you have to deal with it. 

21. Nothing will go as exactly as you expect. EVEN IF YOU SAY SO, it's not 100% true. 

22. That 50 is a big number. 

23. That I really like to type on my laptop. The feeling is sooooo nice. 

24. That I don't know myself as well as others.

25. I'm more comfortable around a stanger sometimes than a friend or acquaintance or family member.

26. I have the tendency to lie to myself.

27. I hate ants. I've established this over the years. But I'm trying to accept they're apart of this life. 

28. There is no such thing as an ultimate bias. DON'T LIE TO YOURSELF. YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE. 

29. That there really isn't a bad guy. Just bad morals. So,....that's confusing.

30. I MISS FLIP PHONES. I MISS THE 90'S.

31. I'm jealous. Too easily. 

32. I get mad for the wrong reason. 

33. I'm too stubborn sometimes. Or all the time, I don't know. 

34. Some people don't know when to stop using their phone. I do. For sure. No, sometimes. 

35. It's okay to question your thoughts.

36. I get too deep sometimes. 

37. I get cray once I get sleep. Cause I don't know what to do with the extra energy.

38. I like art. Sincerely. I enjoy it.

39. Children are a beautiful thing. Depite being the spawn of many cruel-hearted words. 

40. I'm easily moved. A little too easily.

41. I hate people who are too enthusiastic, when I myself am also like that sometimes. Or too little, I don't know. 

42. I get fidgety when I don't like something, or I don't know. Like not fidgety - oh uh... LIKE FIDGETY- UH UH UH UGH UH UGH. SORRY. 

43. I spend too much time thinking about Christmas. 

44. I think I'm ok. 

45. I think I'm superior sometimes. BECAUSE, REALLY. YOU ARE SUPEROIR TO YOURSELF, BECASE YOU'RE THE ONLY THING SAVING YOURSELF FROM THE REST OF THE WORLD. IT'S TRUE. WHETHER YOU HAVE A FAMILY OR A BOO, YOU ARE ON YOUR OWN SINCE DAY 1. 

46. I get loud for the wrong reason.

47. I feel too strongly about certain things. 

48. I really like children's movies.

49. I invest too much time into the wrong thing.

50. And every experience has always led up to the next, regardless of what degree. 

SO, I learned these things. AND AN ADDITIONAL THING, THAT'S NOT BEEN LEARNED, BUT I GET RANDOM SHIVERS.SO I'M NOT CRAZY IF YOU SEE ME LIKE SHIVERING IN CLASS CAUSE IT'S HOT, I JUST GET THEM. PERIOD.