A LETTER OF REASONS

 

Hi~! A friend of mine is having a problem right now. She's been bullied and teased and taunt. She had been misunderstood by others. Typical story, isn't it? But it's the truth. She is misunderstood. She uses asianfanfics to forget the crazy world, and whoever she met, was nice to her. And she would smile to herself and say: "This is my world". But today, she saw a reply to one of her comments. Reading the reply, she checked the story and read the next chapter. Being the girl who doesn't want to get to much attention, she asked me to post this. Well, here's the letter. I wish ice cream could make her feel better, like she used too... 

 

Dear a person who misunderstood me,

Whoah, calm down. Please answer me this question before you react: "Does the rules say something about not requesting at other shops?" Dude! That's like... absurd. I read the rules and follow them. When you were like on hiatus or something, I used your poster as the cover. And did you like, read the entire chapters? Okay, that's probably my fault. I was editing the Thank You Chapter, so you didn't saw what was written on it. But the truth is, I followed the rules. And no, I am not the heck lying. If there's one thing you should know about me, I like following the rules, and I'm a terrible liar. Do you possibly think that if I hate your poster, I would say those words? I requested from other shops, and believe me, they have to edit my poster like three times just for my satisfaction. And I would honestly ask you to do the same thing if I hate your poster.  
I admit, if I were on your shoes, I would be mad too. But when was your last time online? Crap, I've been editing the freaking thank you chapter. If you could only read it. And the reason why I changed the cover? I have no time to save the link of the other one. Your poster was already saved, and downloaded in my desktop and cellphone. I know you're still mad, but please, be patient. There was a soul reason why I put my story on draft. It was to revise the whole thing. To be honest with you, the story is actually complete. I just happened to hide the rest of the chapters, and along with that is the Thank You Chapter.
I know you feel betrayed and, it was just, I know I'll feel that too if I were you, but before you react, can you do me a favor? Can you do me the favor I unknowingly gave you? Think. Think if you were in my shoes. Think of what would I feel right now. Being called a backstabber like they call me at school, what they use to taunt and tease me, is not nice. You reminded me of them, who misunderstood me. I rather die than go behind anyone's back. 
If you should have said it in the rules. I'm done. 

I'm not a backstabber, and I will never be. I rather be straightforward. Sorry to tell you this, but I think you're a bit judgemental. I'm so sorry. There, I said it straightforward.

I said at first that:

"Thank you for the poster~! It's kawaii~!
I might publish the story soon, since I'm still waiting for my review and trailer, and re-checking the entire thing.
I do hope you read it~! ^^"

 

Those were the exact words, and I wasn't lying. I rather shove the truth in people's faces with a knife rather than lie with a pillow. I don't want to hurt anyone, okay? And don't freaking curse at me. Respect my freaking reasons. I'm not that heartless. I understand.

I put this on blog because: 1) The comment box said it was too long, and 2) I don't know if you'll read this in inbox. 

The truth is, I love the poster. I thought it was "kawaii". Period. End of story. Why make such a big fuss about it.

Next time, put: "Don't request at other shops when you already requested here", 'cause gosh, I should be enjoying my time right now since 'Yehet! I finally got my head out of school' but no. I'm here writing about my reasons. Which is totally not cool with me.

I'm totally shocked at the attitude. In your perspective, you have every right to be mad, but in mine? I'll be patient and wait for a freaking week.

I hope you understand. I'm not that good at expressing myself, but i do know one thing, I'm innocent. I read the rules, understood it, and followed it. What's the problem?

You know what? I don't think I ever want to find out. If there is one.

 

Reasonably yours,

A girl attacked again with those hurtful lies.

 

They both had a point actually. The reciever, I guess, according to the giver, hasn't learned the whole story. My friend? She hid too much chapters XD Nah, just joking. She was overcomed by procastination to post the poster again. I do hope she feels better. And I do hope the letter reaches it's rightful receiver. Don't get me wrong, but I hope they understand each other and just go back to normal. 

 

Well, I guess this is it. Please don't bash me, I'm just a messenger.

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flashpoint #1
I don't understand the stories but i hope your friend get better :D
I think, hmm, i don't know about bullying, i never been bullied before, but i know that, being bullied in real life, and then you run here to get a comfortable place is not good too. I'm more concern of her well-being, hahahaha. I mean, the reason why she get bullied, the reason why people bully others, i never got the point from that. But i just hope that everything will be better and she will live happily in real life and in here.
the_little_exo_devil
#2
Ah! I hate when that happens. Like damn, it gets under your skin but it usually doesn't get to me and I take it out by writing. Some people are just ungrateful you know XD. I hope your friend gets better~