"Don't change. You're fine just the way you are." they said.

Let me tell you something. They only said it to protect you from the harsh reality. Shielding you and keeping you ignorant so you won't get hurt. All these people telling you and supporting you. Reality come back like a and just knocks you down, telling you what you can't do. Calling you to accept the fact you aren't good enough to this. ist and ignorant pigs who just didn't understand, choose to make your life miserable. You want to feel confident, but then one little comment crumbles the world you so carefully made. All of them lie in your face in fear of being an outcast. How are you suppose how to please them? You want to please this one person, but no matter what you do its not good enough. They tell you to stop complaining, you over thinking it. They reassure you that they like you and they next moment you are not worthy of their time.

"There is nothing wrong with you."

See that is when you are wrong. Society made up the rules of what is alright and what is not. You either blend or you fall. In fact, there is always going to be something wrong with you in everyone's eyes. It's not your fault. it never is. They want you to change. To conform to their standards. The thing is that you can't please everyone, Only the ones that are important al least. Even if you try, you will never know what will be good enough. See, their standards are different. You might not even be able to conform to their standards and even if you do. Their standards change and then you have to change all over again. Beauty is a different definition for everybody. They tell you its okay and you can trust them. There is nothing true about that sentence. Its NOT okay. They don't understand you, because their standards are different from yours.

Don't get me wrong. I understand you can't change society. You can't change yourself either. You can try but you will just go back to your true self. I understand you can't please everyone. There is nothing wrong with being yourself but the world make you guilty. Whether you're in their way or not. You can't do anything about it about it. It always goes back to the way it was. Maybe I'm just pessimistic, selfish, picky, or ignorant. I'm just tired of it.