I know ive been telling you guys about my cat for a while now, and some of you probably don't even care but... I think this will be the last time I tell you about my cat.

as you may know, I adopted total of three cat. One of them got sick a while ago but he's better now (thank to every good luck's). But now, I..I..don't even know why I telling you this but maybe, I just want to share it to s/o.  Okay, one of my cat just died, Idk why, it's so sudden, it's just fine hours ago and now, he died. I guess accident happened. I want to cry, and I did. Not in front of everyone, of course. I love all of them so much, it's hurt. 

I realized that I don't play with this cat much, all three of them -the other two is so energetic, they basically run everywhere, play with everything, eat too much food and while this one -the one that died- was slow and just alone everytime, he eat little too and as the relization hit me, I feel sad, know that I don't really appreciate him when he's alive.

but nothing can really change so, I guess, I'll just let it go... Or.. I really don't know that to do.

P.S. I told my dog about all of this (my dog is like, the mother of the cat -he love cats!) and he look or just try to look sad that come out as weird face -the face that said "buddy, i know you sad and you are emotionally broke down or sth but I am here doing this face hope I can cheer yup up a bit, so smile." And I just smile a bit at that. He's one of the most understanding person (he's not human but you get the point) ever!