Hello! Everyone! I am finally back from my haitus. School started weeks ago and I am starting to understand my confusing schedule. School is hard so I won't be on 24/7...well maybe I will but we'll have to wait.


Anyways I met this cute boy that goes to my school. We even ride the same bus plus I always bump into him every single day at school despite the schedule changes on Wednesday and Thursday! FINALLY A CUTE BOY AT SCHOOL!!!! Also he is a year older so bonus points!!! 

We made eye contact alot. Well I think we did... PEOPLE I AM NOT DELUSIONAL!!! I almost embarassed myself infront of him. HEHEHEHE! Okay this is what happened. I was walking in the bus and I wanted to sit by myself since I had a huge backpack, my violin, my project, and a lunch bag in my hands so I need the extra room. So I was walking to an "empty" seat and was about to sit down and found the cute boy laying down and we stared at each other for a few minutes until i turned away and sat with my friend which was a seat infront of him but when I was sitting down I almost fell out of my seat. Pretty sure he didn't notice since  he was listening to music. It was embarrassing but one of the best day of my life. I was fangirling internally!

But what is even crazier is that he has Xiumin eyes and very pretty brown hair that is 100% natural! I am 98% sure he is Korean. But seriously he is adorable!!!! NO OFFENSE but I think he is cuter than 1/8 of the kpop guys. He looks like a mix between Xiumin and an older version this youtuber's son 
 
Xiumin                                                                                                           +                            An older version of the kid