okay, if you came here after seeing the link from my story, heyyy youuu!! ((:

here's an update about life and an explanation on my hiatus.

Finals is in about a month's time, and to be honest, I'm still distracted from studying. I hate to admit this but I don't think I'm any better than I was when I sat for my finals the first time in May/June.

And I hate it even more to admit that the reason why I'm getting distracted is because of kpop (where did my self control run off to..)

I feel so bad because I went on a hiatus without warning for half a year in the beginning of this year, and even after I came back after my finals in June, I didn't really get to update my stories a lot. Now I'm forced to go on hiatus again.

(and for those of you who still don't know.. I have to resit my papers because my results didn't meet the requirements of the university i applied to, so.. resiting papers it is.) <- heyy.. if you don't know and you're a subscriber.. have you not been reading my author notes? .__. badddd.... xD

It's not that I lost interest in writing. Really, it's not. I think 90% of the time I'm using my phone, I'm actually writing my stories, just not posting it up because I can't find a correct amount of time for me to sit down and edit the chapters properly (hence the lack of updates)

To all the readers that have been patiently waiting, (some impatiently too.. i've been getting some 'update soon' comments that triggered the floodgates of stress upon this poor self) I'm sorry for letting you down AGAIN, going on hiatus AGAIN, but understand that my studies take priority, and I will understand if you choose to stay on or choose to leave, because really, my stories will come to an end. I will never leave my stories hanging forever. It'll just take a tiny bit, (more than a tiny bit) more time to finish because you know.. LIFE as it is.. haha

Life..

Time waits for no man (and woman, if you want that) and I am certainly feeling the effect of this phrase more than ever now. I think I just wasted a month of my time getting distracted while studying so I was kinda half-studying. I CANNOT bear to see my results not being good enough a second time. This is my second chance and if I miss it again, seriously, I can bid my future goodbye.

I'm just here, trusting God, but at the same time I need to at least do my part, because if I just tell God like "Hey God, I'm sitting for this exam again so help me yeah?" and then sit down and NOT study, I can't expect God to just snap his fingers and give me the results I want. That'll make him an irresponsible God.

So.. yeah.. uhm. hiatus.. until Nov6th. that's my last paper and hopefully after that until Sept'16, I'll be able to finish writing < Who is My Prince? >, < We Met in Seoul >, < Life as It is >, the extended ending for < Behind the Necklace >, maybe a short sequel for < Goodbye, My First Love > (because i've been having the urge to write a sequel after BtoB's BeepBeep comeback, inspiration from the song "Is This The End") and maybe more one shots.

Seeing how I have limited amount of time, if I manage to enter university this time, I figure I should stick to one shots and short stories instead of long ones like the ones I'm writing, to avoid stuff like these from happening.

I wanted to keep this short but.. that didn't happen, because I'm such a long winded person, but.. I hope you understand, and if you actually finished reading this whole thing, I LOVE YOU. Know that even though this may sound cheesy, each one of you who reads my stories, you're the reason why I continue writing because I know someone's reading my stories and enjoy reading it. so.. thanks for the support, and.. sorry if I disappointed you with another hiatus.

P.S, if you read this.. mind giving me a comment down below? so at least i know that you know I'm going on hiatus. ((:

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