Today when I took a nap, I had the STRANGEST dream of Yunho, like EVER...I should write this before I forgot...

I dunno how but I had a chance to speak to Yunho's subconsciousness (if you watch and know movie titled Inception, you know what I mean). I had to tell Yunho's subconsciousness 4 things in private and it happened before TVXQ split, so be ready to be emoshinki. What I told Yunho this was this:
1) TVXQ (I know this name means a lot to him, I want him to remember what it means to him)
2) Some advice (for him not to give up no matter how hard it's, probably because I know there'll be spit soon)
3) UKnow (he'll always be remembered by us, his fans, as good leader, etc)
4) Changmin, YES, CHANGMIN (it's like me giving hint who will stay with him after the split, I'm so cruel, I have no control of the me inside the dream or maybe I have superpower, I dunno)

Then Yunho freaking cried and I could only hold him (I know I should be fangirling but no, I was too shocked to see him broke like that). We're like in public place, S.M. cafetaria or something and he told me he's embarrased to break down like that. I told him no one could see him (I somehow realized it's a dream and told him about it, I guess, again superpower or maybe craziness alert)

On another occasion in my dream, I think I told him JYJ would leave, but saying it JYJ instead of mentioning Changmin. Yunho just gave his ironic laugh, it's almost like he knew...Damn his face...Arrrgg, he then said something like the three of them were already in international/ different level than him or Changmin...

This dream shocked the hell out of me but after thinking I guess I knew where this came from. I just watched With Concert DVD with the so famous Yunho's crying scene...I was more JYJ-pro for a while after the split so it's like my alter ego felt guilty from time to time for HoMin (I supported both group now though)...

This dream is so ed up...I dreamt countless dreams meeting TVXQ, in concert or other places, I even dreamt sitting next to freaking Kim Junsu and probably some 'naughty' dreams along the way but this dream had the largest impact so far...