Final Decision

After thinking about it, I've come to a conclusion. I will be deactivating my account but not now.

I am someone who doesn't like leaving work unfinished. However, in the future there will be a time where I will be definitely leaving AFF. For the time being I will continue to try and enjoy myself here along with my lovely friends and supporters.

I will be responding to all of your comments, wall posts and messages soon. Please be patient and again, thank you for being so understanding and considerate.

Thank you for reaching your hand out to me.

Thank you for reading my stories and supporting my journey thus far.

I write because I want to write. I write in order to express myself and I will keep on doing that. I forgot why I fell in love with writing in the first place and you guys reminded me. Thank you for that. There will be times where I will feel like giving up and quitting but I have to remind myself it's just a phase. My recovery is also progressing, thank you for your concern.

Yes, I am saying thank you a lot because I am grateful. I hope you all have a wonderful day.

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Reader_Silent #1 Aug 24, 2015 02:56:01

I'm kind sad with the word "deactivate" now. :( But still, I respect ur decision. I'm selfish that I want u to finish A Lady's First, right? T_T

Bbhfever #2 Aug 23, 2015 22:45:59

I have SO MUCH to say, but I'll cut it short. I love you and your stories, and I'm really sad your leaving. But I'll respect your decisions and I hope you recover well. Thank you for your amazing stories and all your hard work. :)

dialogue #3 Aug 20, 2015 11:38:10

Hey, it's been a really long time since I followed your stories. Starting the day I found "What She Never Told Him", I've been following your stories since then. I honestly really like how you ave your own style to write a story, how you can develops your characters, how you would have many unexpected ideas for your stories, I love it all!
I still want to read your future stories (if you have any), I don't want you to stop at "Go Away, Mr. Idol." (heck, I'm so selfish, aren't I?). But it's all on your decision, I will respect any choice you make if it's really for the best :)

Thank you, for coloring my dull days with your beautiful stories!
Love, Arissa

cutiexiumin #4 Aug 20, 2015 06:54:32

When I first started writing fanfiction, it was for Harry Potter. At first, I shyly uploaded my stories with excitement on how people would receive it. Eventually, I was writing out of the stress of having to. But, you know... I still realized that I loved it. Even if it was out of stress, I still loved it.

seobzy #5 Aug 20, 2015 03:44:05

I totally respect your decision though I'll surely miss you! You are one of my favorite authors here and I've enjoyed every single one of your stories, thank you for sharing them with us :) im also really glad to hear you are recovering well. Wishing you the best for the future♡.

msnygma #6 Aug 20, 2015 00:40:13

i respect your decision authornim. i wish you all the best when the time comes but for now i will enjoy your stories ^^ thank you for your hard work <3

thelucifer #7 Aug 20, 2015 00:20:47

I can understand your love for writing, in a sense. As in forgetting why you love it until the reason pops up right in front of you. Truth be told, it has been the same for me for Kpop in general. With the dangers of idol life, all the dirty scandals and the shady things companies can do, I am always surprised at myself as to how I can still love Kpop for the past 8 years - but it's always easy to remember why.

It's not just for the looks or personalities of the idols I like, but also the music they make, the struggles they encountered while making it, and all the strength they give in order to do what they love. I can't really call myself a fan if I can't even acknowledge their efforts.

I'm so glad that you are recovering well and I hope that you continue to recover well. I'm always gonna support you no matter what and if you ever wanna have a fun/light or even heart to heart chats, let me know and I'll give you any of my account names (Kpop amino, Line, Facebook, etc.) so we can keep in touch when your D-Day comes :)

hikarumidorin #8 Aug 19, 2015 23:09:56

Though I feel sad that you are eventually going to leave, I completely respect your decisions. Always do what you think is best for you. Everyone needs to move on at some point in their lives. (•̀o•́)ง I am glad to know that we still have a bit more time to spend with you and your lovely stories. Keep up the good work and I'm also really happy to hear your recovery is moving along~!

nerd_91 #9 Aug 19, 2015 22:22:07

just so you know , I'm your fan and I will support for every decision you gonna make. So just you know you should keep writing in whatever platform you can, and if you share it, ill follow you dilligently. cuz i really love the way you write. its so descriptive and it get me imagine how the story would run in real life.
just hwaiting! <3

vyngo200 #10 Aug 19, 2015 22:18:42

Ahhh!! I'm not ready to let you go!!! XD
But I understand, everyone will sooner or later move on. I'm glad that at least you'll stay on for awhile and are considerate to your readers and fans because we literally love you so much! <3

anitaklr24 #11 Aug 19, 2015 08:30:34

Glad to know that you are recovering. I will miss you when you leave AFF. Keep writing, your stories are great. Thank you for your stories.
hugs ^^,

FaSyazana #12 Aug 19, 2015 02:29:41

I will surely miss you. Yes, this is sad for me because I love your stories a lot. However, I will try and understand your situation and hopefully, your stories won't be gone. I'm glad that your recovery is going well. Please take care of yourself. Lots of love and support from me :) I sincerely thank you for writing amazing stories for us all. Don't ever stop writing because you are really good at it.

Infinitely_vip #13 Aug 18, 2015 17:18:28

Nooo don't leave! I will miss you so much when the time comes. I'm glad that as a reader, I was able to read your stories be able to know you!!~

wjc912 #14 Aug 18, 2015 16:55:54

Glad to hear your recovery is progressing. Thankyou for staying to finish your stories, will surely miss you and your stories when you are gone. We support you :) fighting!

pandagirl753 #15 Aug 18, 2015 16:09:52

I am definitely going to miss you when you're gone :/ but until then I will enjoy everything you give us!!! ^^