Goomiho deleting her stories

If you haven't heard this and you follow her goomiho's stories, i have some sad news: she decided to delete all her stories and also her tumblr. It's however for a positive reason and her post on tumblr explains it all. I fully support her :D and i really hope she does well in uni too. i'm just a bit sad i can't read her stories anymore. the only story i saved was "my love was blind". if any of you want to read her stories, aniangel07 saved a lot of them and you can ask her. and if you have saved any of her stories (kibum's little secret, anyone? ;_;) pls tell me. 

goomiho's post:

 

so, this is it. i’ve been trying to convince myself that it’s just a phase and i’ll have more time soon again but nope. i love my shawol family, i really do, but i started to dislike tumblr and the kinda disturbing mentality and messages it spreads. i don’t feel comfortable here anymore, unfortunately. plus my life changed drastically so i don’t have time for blogging and writing (fanfic) anymore. i’m working, in october i’ll start uni again (two majors at the same time), i have many responsibilities and even my family/friends see me rarely. since i moved back to my hometown, and back to my family, i have my life back. and i enjoy it (except of the tiring work part but that’s a different story). and i like going out, doing stuff with my siblings or just lazing around. i can’t do that if i invest hours into this blog. the three years when i lived alone and had practically no real life friends there was more time and more reason to spend my free time on here but now that i have a life i don’t want to spend it at my desk anymore. this might sound selfish and i’m pretty sure many of my readers will be upset because of the unfinished works but trust me this decision didn’t come over night. i’ve been struggling with these thoughts for a year now and i knew all along that it’ll lead to this but i’ve been trying to pretend that wasn’t the case. since my blog isn’t that significant anyway i doubt it’ll be such a difference whether i’m here or not and for those who are wondering why i deleted my live journal as well and not just left it like some other writers who quit writing, i guess i’m being selfish here too. since those are my hard works i want to keep them to me. i’m planning on writing a novel for real so i want to focus on it but i don’t want other works of mine to be out there. i don’t know if this makes any sense but i guess i want to start the next chapter of my life cleanly, without leaving things unsolved or unfinished and so i’d rather delete my live journal so this constant nagging in my head that i have stories unfinished out there won’t keep bugging me anymore. life’s too short and i’m not getting younger so i want to move on and actually achieve something in my life. i’m really sorry to everyone, especially those who will be disappointed. i will leave this blog activated for a few days before i delete it so there is enough time for most of my followers and readers to read this. lastly i want to thank all of you deeply, from the bottom of my heart. i never imagined that thousands of people would actually follow me, let alone read my work. thank you for everything. i will treasure your words and the wonderful memories for the rest of my life. and if you want to write me a last message, feel free to do so. i will definitely read them but i’ll doubt i’ll be able to answer them. but if you want to stay in contact with me nevertheless, the only sns i will keep is my ig (@chocopasha) though i doubt it’ll be that interesting, haha. everyone, keep supporting shinee while i’ll do that silently. in love, miho.

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