Hello!!! This is my first blog and the first thing that I post since I join AFF.... Anyway TAKE A GOOD CARE OF ME =)

I need your help!!!! This is my conflict but I dont know how to react actually....

I have a boyfriend...Yaaa but I just take a little bit risk by couple with a playboy... (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=05lgbpvB8Js)

Last year he is my friend boyfriend, but they break up because he always made my friend cry,cry,cry and i not even remember how was her face when she smile and happy....I was always protect my friend and I have a little bit advantages by being a prefect....HO HO HO (laughing like a santa claus) I always take revenge for my friend....One day in this year he ask me or in different words is proposing me to be he's girlfriend....at the first I just said that give me time to think....I just discuss with my friend and she said that just accept it....And I end up being his girlfriend.... he always disturb and talking with my friend (girl) and just tell me who in this world does not feel jealous about this....I'm stress.....he give my friend (his EX-girlfriend that I tell you earlier) a messages and call  her 'honey' and 'baby' you just curious how did I know... it is all because she live near me and always came to my house....when he text my friend, she is at my house....its just burning me inside .... what do you think I should do ???? I admit that I love him even I accept him earlierit is because sympathy because he's begging me but its somehow turn into love... i dont want to broke up with him... what should I do??? SOMEONE!!!! help me T^T