idiot me....
the feels I have
the ideas and moves I make
they all are the worst.
nothing is good, they lead only to destruction...
why can't I be different?
why can't I smile like before...
I always make a mess,
always make you feel the worst...
I want to change
I am trying to...
but I can't...
I am worthless...
my heart is broken every time we fight
I feel nothing unless I hurt myself...
nothing come out of me upon the cries
nothing else then stupid apology...
it means nothing anymore...
its just a word that was said...
something I want to say...
I am sorry...
I am sorry for being here..
sorry for appearing...
even if I love you I make you feel hurt...
I'm just no one... just piece of nothing...
I wish I could get forgiveness...
but it's too much to ask...
right?...
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