New realization:

I had so much going on these past few months from thesis defense, org duties, studies and everything about life.

It feels so fast. I just wish that everyting would just slow down for just a while. In a few months, I will graduate college and eventually land a job. Ugh. Its scary. The responsibility scares the heck out of me! But I guess its life and its time to grow up but there are days where I wish I could just spend my day reading fanfictions because in that way, I get caught up in some trance. That I forgot that I'm not in the "real" world for a moment. I guess that's what fanfics are for, right? They take you to some place where the only characters are you and the people in story. Whenever I read a good fic, I always imagine myself in the situation. Like, what will happen if this will happen to me in real life? What are the possibilities? 

Being a fangirl has its own perks aside from the hot guys and girls (L O L). We have this connection with our co-fangirls, we understand the struggles of being caught up in this real world and our only escape is our oppas and our laptops (ADMIT IT, GUYSSS). Lol.

Kidding aside, I just don't want to be a full pledge adult JUST YET. 

I feel like there are still many things to learn and WHO WANTS TO GROW UP AND DO ADULT THINGS???? 

I don't know how to be an ADULT.... (LOL) 

I just wish I can go back 5 years ago and tell myself to enjoy myself a bit more because everything turned out fine. I feel like I was to uptight to myself back then that I missed so many opportunities..