So hey guys. I've told you about me having troubles about the person I said I like before right? Well... I kinda fell for the person and I'm trying so hard to get over it.

The most painful thing when I thought about confessing, they told me that I was their best friend. It seriously tore me apart, but I hid.

They told me they wouldn't leave me no matter what happened long ago. Promised.

You and Tiffany were both sitting silently in the park. There was a peaceful silence between the two of you and you couldn't help but feel nervous by being this close to her.

Should I tell her? But she and Nickhun are dating, I can't risk our friendship. I doubt she even likes me.

Just then, a sigh could be heard from the girl beside you, causing you to look over at the woman. "What's wrong Ppany-ah?" You asked softly and gently reached up to brush her hair off her face.

She smiled and took your hand in hers as she shook her head before leaning it on your shoulder. "Nothing, _____-ah. It's just... aish..." She sighed, making you raise a brow.

"Is it Nickhun again?" It was more of a statement than a question. This has been going on for the past few weeks. Tiffany had been calling you every night and would tell you about what she's been feeling with her boyfriend. "I just... I don't understand him. When I'm not around... He misses me. But when I'm with him, he's be cold." She pouted.

You nodded and listened to her speak before wrapping your arm around her shoulders, pulling her closer. "I just... It's so hard." She whispered and leaned into you.

Then, you were surprised at what she did next. A sob escaped her lips as a tear ran down her cheek. You quickly make her face you and wipe her tears away. "Shhh. It's okay Ppany. I'm here for you."

This was the first time she ever cried. Usually, she was only frowning. But right now, it broke your heart to see her this pained. "I'm here. I'm always here for you." You whispered and kissed her forehead.

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It was a few days after and you still couldn't tell Tiffany about your feelings.

You were beside each other. Talking. Well... She was doing the talking while you just sat there and listened.

"I wanted to talk to him, but it's just so hard. And then... Another guy confessed to me." You paused and stare quietly at her. "It was Jungkook oppa. He said he liked me and he loved me. But I told him about Nick." She said.

So this really is a problem for me huh....

"What did he say?" You asked her. "He asked me if I loved him, and I said yes." She pouted while playing with your fingers. "But what if..." You bit your lip. "If you didn't have Nickhun... Would you have accepted him?"

And wowithoutthout hesitation, she answered, "Yes."

That was enough to crush your already broken heart. "I see." You masked a smile. "Don't worry. Things will be fine Tiff, just trust me." She looked at you and showed her eyesmile, making it hard for you to not smile back.

She nodded and pecked your cheek, causing you to blush. "Thanks _____-ah! You're the best." She chirped.

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A few more days later, you and Tiffany spend time for only a few hours lately. She's been spending more time with her other friends and boyfriend. But you just brushed it off since you couldn't really stay mad at her.

"You know, you're really a best friend to me, you're so sweet _____." Those words were the last to break your mending heart all over again. You thought you were already getting over her, but as those words left , you were lost and weal all over again.

"Jinja?" You pretended to smile and sound happy. "Dae!" She giggled and pinched your cheeks. "I see." You chuckled.

A silence then fell over the two of you and she fidgets. "_____, how are you?" She suddenly asks. "I'm fine. Wae?" You blink. "Well, I just thought you were tire . You can go home." She told you quietly.

You blink again then pout at her. "Waeyo? Do you not want to talk to me?" You whined playfully. "Aniyo... It's just.. Maybe you​ don't want to talk to me." She mumbled softly.

You stare at her in surprise. "Eh? What makes you think that?" You asked her. "It's just... The way you answer." She whispered.

"What are you talking about Ppany? You know I love you, right?" You pouted at her while she only blinked in confusion. "Jeongmalyo?" You just chuckled. "You don't believe me?"

"This is the first time you said it, so how would I know?" She furrowed her brows.

You tilted your head and pause. Did she misunderstand what I said? It was meant to be a friendly meaning.

You just laughed it off instead. "You're so silly Ppany. Of course I love you." You grinned.

She puffed her cheeks and nodded. "Arraso. I love you more." But you feel like something was wrong. "Ah jinja. You're really cute princess." You pinched her nose lightly.

You were surprised by your own actions as you suddenly kissed her cheek and hugged her tight. "Miss you Tiffany." You whispered. "Missed you more." She smiled before you both decided to go home since it was already late.

And soon after days of waiting in the park, Tiffany stopped coming. You sighed heavily and just sat on the bench while looking through your phone. Posts from Tiffany were mainly on your news feed.

A sad smile plastered on your face as you looked at her posts. And that's when... You felt your entire being crumble. She's been posting pictures of her and Nickhun also with some "I love my hubby." Statuses with your name tagged in them along with the others.

Not only did she not realize how much she hurt you, she also broke her promise. She's left you all alone and a single tear finally fell down your cheek after holding on for so long.

"I'm not like them _____. I won't leave you, ever."

"I was so stupid to believe it.... Everyone said the same thing... but look at me now." You chuckled bitterly and got up before walking away.

What should I do guys? I'm really having trouble here and it's so hard to cope up with. They don't want to talk to me anymore because of misunderstanding what I said. I feel so hurt. I never wanted this to happen but... What can I do?