i dont know why when im starting to do things right, health always come in between. Im happy that im doing so well in class, having teenage puppy love with a classmate, making the most out of my counted days and then in just one day, everything fell apart and i dont know what to do and when to start.

life is so freaking unfair.

i feel like crying.

kidding.

why make it more angsty if youre gonna live short.

taedaebae decided to follow luhans path and win Rod's heart (the i should die somewhere please heart stop beating so fast gdi <3<3) and make lovey dovey with him (insert dreamy sigh) and travel with him and marry him and have gazillion kids.

also... taedaebae thought of something while staring at the white ceiling of her designated room (sometimes doing nothing than watching iv drops fall gives one freaking ultramega hard push against writers block. the deserves to get pushed TT.TT) and tada!!!!!!!!!!!!! 4 documents deleted plus one concrete plot created thank you lord ive been waiting for months.

so. Let me apologize for the wait... If some are still waiting. taedaebae is useless when she cant think. Lol.