I had this major crush on a boy in my class since last school year and he's kinda close to me so yeah we're cool being together and I was happy when he even asked me to help with his research proposal so yeah like some delulu teenage girl in love i freakin did his for him and just put MY OWN PROJECT ASIDE just for him and he was able to pass his on time and got a good grade on it but mine was late for a few days but i was really okay with it. 

Now, during this school year, he was ignoring me and he was being so awkward a friend told me that the boy revealed to her that he actually knew that I had a crush on him since last year and my friend suggested that he could've just been using me to get a good grade on that ty research proposal. And yeah I also found out that he really is like that he has a lot of back-up es to text whenever he's bored like wtf i didn't know you were a boy i thought you were different wtf happened. Yup he's been using me alright. I was just some grade maker i was so stupid it hurts

You know what the worst part is? 

I STILL LOVE HIM

I'M OUTTA HERE.