/this will probably be ignored.

/i'm cool with that.

i'd put this on tumblr or smth but my mom follows me there ;u; in' awesome

but like. i live with my mom, since my dad lives in another city and my mom is way closer to my school. this, i do not mind!!! i love my mom - she's not abusive or anything, and she loves me and my older brother even when we're being dumb. i love my mom.

but i love my dad, too, you know? he's more the "fun" parent than my mom is - i only see him once a week on sundays, but we always go to movies and out to lunch and it's fun. he lost his job a while ago - something my mom thinks is his fault and not the economy's - and right now he works on a farm. but the point is, it's a friday and i'm going to see the new terminator movie with my dad. (it's been getting terrible reviews but matt smiiiiiitttthhhhh ;A;)

and my mom? she is pissed about this. i don't know what it was that made her snap but she yelled at me and is blaming me for it - she's all upset about it. we weren't planning to do anything today or anything either so she has no reason to be mad - but she's mad and she's making me feel like c: c: c:i mean, i see my mom every bloody day of the week - if she wants to hang out with me she can say so and i'll be cool with it! my dad, though, i only see him once a week - forgive me for wanting to spend more time with the man who i have more fun with in a few hours than i do with you over the course of the week, mom. 

god, i sound so mad. i'm sorry ;n;