I'm new here and I probably just mess up with everything. But when I think of a blog, then I think of presenting yourself and your thoughts to the public. I do believe, that no one is going to read this, but still I'd like to write these words down. I am 15 years old and I am a nerd. Yes, that kid that always gets the best grades in class for whatever which subject, that cries when its average is on a 2 (German grading system from 1-6. 1 is the best and 6 the worst). The worst thing is... I'm not just a nerd, I'm a nerd and I am weird. Well, from my point if view I'm totally normal but the others would always tell me I'm different. They really judge me from afar and call me a freak (behind my back or not, that varies). I can count the persons that I trust on one hand. I love history, politics, art and chemics lately. To my hobbys count playing piano, reading, singing, dancing, drawing and of course writing. I will probably never write , because I think its disgusting... Well, for me. I wont judge you if you do, it's just nothing I could imagine for myself. Being a nerd is not always easy (of course your parents are very proud of you and stuff) but I think ...well even with the teachers it has some disadvantages. They always expect a lot and its really embarrassing if they tell the rest of the class how great you are like :"Oh Y/N, your essay was so fantastic, you could just move to my senior class. *please insert dumb laughter*" or "It's so nice having miss Y/N I class, since she always brings the facts on point." I love my little brother and my mother a lot. We have a really deep connection. My brother is 3 and we love to play together. My momma is somehow older (^-^) and I love making her laugh. I really sometimes think life is unfair. I am always really kind to everyone and its not like I tell everyone about my good grades, but I still don't have a lot of friends. Everyone's making an advantage of me, e.g. in group work situations I always work alone. I come from Germany and I learn English, Chinese, Latin and French in school (but being honest: my latin ). I hope that I can find friends here. My forever favorite anime is Naruto but I love Noragami a lot too :3 My favorite KPOP (just need to make that word bold) groups are Infinite, Btob and B2st. I love Teen Top, b1a4, Boyfriend and Got7 a lot too. My ultimative ship is Vmin. ❤ Cu :3