Everyone has friends right? Some have been friends for some time but some is for a very long time. But what if you suddenly doubt your friendship? Is it wrong? Is it wrong to feel like you want to end this already. I don't know but I have some problems with my friends, or is it only me with them? We've only been friends for a year but I can say we are really happy with each other. But of course, like some friendships conflicts came. We fought over simple things and get angry with each other for unreasonable reasons. We had a great fight and it occured between me and them. When were already talking about it to make it, one of my friend said things that really broke my heart. She said I don't deserve to be their friend and that she regrets making up with me. Those words hurt a lot that some nights after that incident, I'll cry. After that I started to think thataybe all she said is true. I don't deserve to be their friend or anyones friend. If make a great impact that I started to doubt myself. And now I doubt our friendship. Yes, I'm still friends with them because I just can't let go of them. But aside from that, I doubts this rekindled friendship. Will this stay the same like before? Can we still be the same without any awkwardness lingering around? Can I still TRUST her to not hurt me anymore? I know it's not good to feel this way jI t I can't help it. Those memories keep on hunting me. I don't know. I don't know anymore.

I FEEL LIKE A BAD FRIEND.