Depressed

Hey everybody. I just felt like wrighing this because I'm feeling very sad and lonely, my best friend is moving to South Carolina and she's been there for me my whole life, now that she's leaving, and I'm going to my 2nd year in collage I'm gonna be alone. Nobody by my side, nobody to talk to. My other "Friends" aren't trustful, and I just feel that my bestie who is moving was the only one who understood me. But now she's moving and I'm sitting here crying, because I now have nobody! I just love her so much I don't her to leave! She's helped me stop cutting when it was my 1st year in collage, but now that she's leaving I'm more depressed than ever! IDK WHAT TO DO!! 

I just can't! I want her to be with me! But I'm just acting like a baby now! I just can't help it!

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Once_Upon_a_Kaisoo
#1
Gwaenchanha *did I spell it wrong?*, remember all those fun times you spent together? Your bff is thinking of them right now as well. Remember that even though you're both standing on different grounds, you still wake up to the same sun, and that you still wish upon the same star. =3 The last thing she'd want to see is you being sad (after you being lonely and going back to your oldself) Fighting unni! Dont you wanna show your bff a better image when she comes to visit you next time? BFFs forever, isnt it? :) If you have a big issue that you need to talk about, talk to me. I wont mind if you fent all your anger and frustrations either, honestly the world is a bit of a weird place. But then again, so is life. Remember that when your bff moved she left a little bit of her in you and you in her. She wants you to become a better person (cue I Am The Best) so she knows that your friendship wasnt in vain. Youre still going to talk to each other and stuff, so you wont not see her forever, right? Right?
A big FIGHTING to you. You've come so far! =D\( ^ 3 ^ )/ ♥
sleepingprince
#2
Dont be sad . I'm sure she dosent want you to be sad too. You can always talk to her on social network. Take this opportunity to be independent and learn to grow. You'l be amazed by what you can actually be and do by yourself. Its not easy but this would be your stepping stone. The moment that you release yourself from all this fears and etc, you'l be free. Stay strong and look at the bright side . You can do it. Friendship will never end it lives on
baby_tomato
#3
Dont feel so sad and depressed, u have to be strong for ur bff. She's maybe in depressed too cuz she cant meet u. You can still keep in touch with ur bff via phone or SNS so dont be so sad :)
ZelosPedo
#4
I know what it's like... to have the ones you love leave you. My dad was diagnosed with cancer in February. I lost one of my best friends in April, I found out three weeks ago that my boyfriend of 2 1/2 years has been cheating on me for the past 10 months, and I just lost another great friend two days ago, because I found out he was an who had been playing five different girls at once. Because of all of this, I am moving in with my mother and moving to California for my first year of college. And I am leaving my best friend in the whole world back in Kansas, and I won't get to see her for the next three years. So yeah... I know what it's like to feel alone. I've struggled my entire life with manic depression, and have been suicidal. I attempted on multiple occasions, only getting anywhere three times, and ending up in the hospital all of those times. So yeah... I understand what you're going through. The world is a very dark place, and only some of us are lucky enough to see the true colors of others. And it's not always a great thing... seeing people for the true evil and hatred that lives inside of them.
But what you have to realize is, everything gets better. I understand what it feels like when it seems like there is no one there - no one you an trust. And I know this is easier said than done, but you really have keep your head up in these kinds of situations. I've learned that, if you wait everything out and keep a positive attitude about everything, not only will you feel better about the trip down this path, but you will discover that things really do get better.
So keep your head up. Everything happens for a reason, and there is a brighter end to everything. :)