i know you cant read this...but I don't know where i should confess this... i miss u so damn... i looking for you for a month, i texted you, i called u but u never answer me ... u make me worry, dont u know it..? I'm a loner since u go away past 3 months but it's still ok cuz we keep in touch.. but you're gone about a month without any news now.. where are u pabo? *sigh* u know that I'm waiting a call from u everyday... i think you'll back on my birthday, 6 June but u not back to me.... u know I'm so sad.... I'm longing for u everyday n missing u like an idiot waiting u back... I'm lost half of my life without u.... i really sorry if i cant move on without u... u want me to promise to move on my life if you're gone... please get well soon from ur liver tumour.... n please back to me... i cant move on without u,pal...