I found out I am in a really bad state. I made a phone call for something important today, I was on hold for a little over an hour. The whole time they were playing this guy talking about how amazing it would be to take a vacation in Michigan. The same add was played over and over again. I just layed in my bed listening to him talk. Even though the same thing was sad over and over again. I realize I have not really talked to a real person in I don't know how long. I was feeling better just listening to this guy talk about how great michigan. To be honest I wish I can do it again, I think I am going crazy.