Hello, my name is Bella Renata. Usually people call me Bella. I'm 15 years old. I'm in my senior year of junior high school.

To be honest, I'm an intelegent student who always get good grades on every subject (except for sport >_>). I didn't mean to brag, I just want to show you being smart does not always feel good. First, you will get so much hate, so much envies, so much sarcasm, and so on. I don't even know the reason why they hate me so much. Is it because I look like a nerd who read many books? Or is it because I get good grades so I don't have time for being cool? Or because they are jealous of me? I don't know much... Because when they know I knew updates which they haven't known yet, they were like "Woah, you know that too? I thought you are... studying?". My friends even ask me what are my tips to be smart. When I walked around then a random kid came to me and asked "How many hours do you study? 6? 7? or 10?!". I didn't answer him because I kinda hate this kind of question. I mean, I don't study as much as they think! 10 hours? Come on! I'm not even a robot, I need rest and fun too. Oh ya, and my mom told me that her friends were saying "I don't push my daughter for the national exam." sarcasticly to my mom, while the truth is my mom didn't even tell me to study hard, like so hard that you have to study for many hours. Even she allowed me to watch korean dramas on laptop LOL. Some of my friends are smart too, I'm not even jealous because there's a sky above a sky. I always keep in my mind that there's no one in this universe is perfect, except God. Well, I look like a cheerful person in Twitter but I really want to express my whole pain in my life here. Sorry if this post is offending. And please leave some comments what should I respond to them. I feel thankful for those who read this and give me some advice :D